Merry Fucking Christmas and all that. 

.... who am i kiding... BAH HUMBUG!
I really dont feel festive in the slightest. I just feel crap. I kinda miss work - in the sense it took my mind away from thinking about what a depressive anxious mess i can be.
 I kinda miss work - in the sense it took my mind away from thinking about what a depressive anxious mess i can be.   
 
    
  
.... who am i kiding... BAH HUMBUG!
I really dont feel festive in the slightest. I just feel crap.
 I kinda miss work - in the sense it took my mind away from thinking about what a depressive anxious mess i can be.
 I kinda miss work - in the sense it took my mind away from thinking about what a depressive anxious mess i can be.   
 
so just think of it as a few days....where everyone else goes silly....just try to enjoy your time off work....have a bath, a long one with loads of bubbles!! eat till your bursting and have a lie in.