luzblah

It appears to be time for an update... but what about? hmmm... my week i guess.

i really cant remember what i've been doing this week. since Ben's been working for most of it i've been on my own a fair few.

Wednesday night i collapsed i was in so much pain from my bowels it was unreal... Ben had to tend to me (which he loves) with hot pepperminty compresses. God i was so scared... it couldn't have happened at a worse time either but after breathing like a pregnant woman in labour it got bareable and thanks to Ben's mummy for advising ben how to help me. and finally i went for a poop. yes thats what was wrong i couldnt poo.

but anywho i am better now if not still a tiny bit sore from where my guts were throbing.

hmmm.... so i'm half way through my stay and i really dont want it to end or to leave Ben, its magical this is. I want to stay here forever and go anywhere with benji... but alas i have college and work to attend to at home.

college which i still havent paid for... eep. Damn being a mature student. hurumph.

its strange i never thought i could live with someone 24/7 without actually getting annoyed with them... but i havent once!

i went on a shopping spree in primark yesterday... spent a whopping 30!

anywho i hope you all are well... ben has the internet at the minute... but only dial up. :

soooo love to all

...and i'd like to introuce to you mr BenjiMan go say hello (once he adds a journal) to the lovely man who's been making me happy... and currently wearing my skirt. he has lovely legs.....