luzblah

Despite the fact i like the new site...

i feel its just complicates what i want to do... like i've been meaning tom make a new JOURNAL but chat keeps beconning me.

I find i'm not at ease as much and my eyes hurt from the white brightness.

Boo.

This Journal has no reason or meaning i just wanted to make a new one. yet i cannot be arsed.

I've felt like that lately. Like i just cant be arsed with anything. And all i want is peice and quiet - which is really hard when you neice and nephew are round and everyone is talking.

makes me really stressed for no reason. and makes me want to cry. It makes my head hurt and i dont like it.

I feel good but i feel ultimately grumpy. I'm tired of the repetiveness round here and my man and i's current relations. I am Bored. Totally and completely. I'm on a big downer from Leeds the Nottingham. And now i have no Freaking i.d i cant do anything.

Ouch my head hurts and i want to cry. I am down. and mildly depressed. i feel lonely.

This is what Oakham looked like yesterday afternoon when the rain pelted down. Joyful.