luxie

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friends can be sucky bastards sometimes. take my friend l, she is great when it comes to having a laugh and is great in general but she can be complete shite sometimes as being the shoulder to cry on. well mostly anyway. she isn't a horrible person or anything its just that shes too logical and i am too emotional. sometimes you want your friends to just pat you on the head and say "there there" and also rant and rave about the shitiness of whomever you are bitching about. it helps in a total illogical, over emotional kinda way...

and then there are guys. wtf man!? i dont even know where to start with that one. he loves me, he loves me not...he loves me, he loves me not. ugh...nvm the fact that i love him not. so now he hates me for having a boyfriend and i think he would hate me more if he knew who it was.

i am really sorry all this happened and i want to stay friends and all but i cant be doing with kissing up and begging and apologising. he wants to be friends he has to come looking for me next time.

if this makes me sound a bitch then maybe i am but like my sister said, you can't help who you like so you shouldn't be made to feel bad about it.
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on a brighter note, happy halloween everyone!!!