MERRY CHRISTMAS!! 
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so in the book 'a million little pieces' the guy is tormented by what he calls 'the fury'......its fitting for the enormous rage that overtakes him, and controls him, and his actions.
i was thinking about my own. and mine is not the fury. i feel rage, but rage is not the overpowering element of evil within me.
mine shall be called henceforth - the...
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i was thinking about my own. and mine is not the fury. i feel rage, but rage is not the overpowering element of evil within me.
mine shall be called henceforth - the...
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endquire:
I will do absolutely everything I can to help you purge yourself of this demon. I know this demon all to well. You are too great and your potential is too important to let this keep you from being what you deserve to be. I wish I was able to do more. I wish I was closer. it would be far easier to help you in person. I will make the most of what I have. Who you are and what you have to share are beautiful beyond description. You already know that i have pledged myself to your aide. I just want to remind you. I am on your side. I am in your corner. Whatever you will ever face it will not be alone. I will always be at your service to face whatever you must with you. I will not let you fail.
furious1:
Blah--I got a BAD case of contempt. but I feel good about it. Either I'll do somthin, or I'll pay. right now i'll pay. (everything costs theory) 
she's made her valiant effort to escape.
to no avail.
she sits as clock times two tells her her time is up for today.
she'll just have to try again tommorow
and the next day
and the next day
for escaping the maze is not an easy task
she can write her lines, and hypothesize her rescue
she can wait for her prince charming
as...
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to no avail.
she sits as clock times two tells her her time is up for today.
she'll just have to try again tommorow
and the next day
and the next day
for escaping the maze is not an easy task
she can write her lines, and hypothesize her rescue
she can wait for her prince charming
as...
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nail:
i'll help you escape
furious1:
there is no where to escape to, it's all paradise' create your own prince, god guys will work with ya ha 
She saw the world in roses and in the fires of the night
This love, this passion, this anger incessantly keeping her from the right
to know what real love was, to understand what it was to be without pain
to be without the need to love again
Don’t open emotions you don’t plan to understand
Smoldering are ashes, flames are waiting at my door...
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shawn_:
Nice.
jdom:
the words are great the pics rock
I am the daughter of a mother who lost her first child at a very young age. I was not born yet. The death was tragic. My older sister was in the car with my parents and my other sister was with them. During that time, there were no mandatory car seats, and vanessa (my sister that died) was 2. She opened the car door,...
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tadzi:
thats awful...i actually gasped when i read that....i cant imagine how your mother must have felt.
[Edited on Dec 15, 2005 11:30AM]
thats awful...i actually gasped when i read that....i cant imagine how your mother must have felt.[Edited on Dec 15, 2005 11:30AM]
shawn_:
Wow. That's quite a story. I feel so bad for you mother.
i need to find a way to make my keep
these days are getting me down, and i've
got myself in, way wayy too deep.
I see all the people and places and ways to be
why i find it so hard to pick a spot, and fill a vocation, these nights are tired eyes and ancient sighs, as my feet tread heavy, and my...
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these days are getting me down, and i've
got myself in, way wayy too deep.
I see all the people and places and ways to be
why i find it so hard to pick a spot, and fill a vocation, these nights are tired eyes and ancient sighs, as my feet tread heavy, and my...
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nish1:
*too many times the trenches have been abandoned for better thoughts, and fantasy*
yuriel:
-hugs-
know how the blues can go dear that i really do.
<3
know how the blues can go dear that i really do.
<3
i'm lost
tonight
down deep where
the dirt is like muddy waters
and the demons of the air
have the uncanny ability
to crush your chest cavity thin
it weans itself, but then as soon as it sees its chance
it wanders on by, taking whatever it pleases, or sees
...Anything could be something worth tormenting .
i'm supposed to be fighting
the demon, the...
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tonight
down deep where
the dirt is like muddy waters
and the demons of the air
have the uncanny ability
to crush your chest cavity thin
it weans itself, but then as soon as it sees its chance
it wanders on by, taking whatever it pleases, or sees
...Anything could be something worth tormenting .
i'm supposed to be fighting
the demon, the...
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endquire:
Please tell me you have all of these saved on paper somewhere. I don't know of anyone else who has so consistently blown me away. Your gifts, your talents, your beauty, your greatness, none of these things seem to have any limits in you.
i realize more an more every day that i am fiercly independent. this is why i sit on things so long(i'm also a taurus hehe) it helps me to identify with what is mine to give. if i feel like someone, anyone has an alterior motive for their own ends to knowing me, be it sex, or ideas, or possession, or control, or vanity, then...
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neuroticmess:
simply the most beautifully true words i have ever read...if only i could respond more eloquently.
socogentleman:
i think it's best that i don't comment on this.
today, unlike yesterday, was a good day.
my house is Almost, grr, clean. i want to stay up, but i have to have to have to go to the bank tommorow to put my check in the bank. so maybe i'll keep the record on repeat and just go to sleep soon, so i dont oversleep. today was also a good day because. . ....
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my house is Almost, grr, clean. i want to stay up, but i have to have to have to go to the bank tommorow to put my check in the bank. so maybe i'll keep the record on repeat and just go to sleep soon, so i dont oversleep. today was also a good day because. . ....
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furious1:
dion?(doin!)
panthro:
i wish i could get 2 hot girls to message me!
maybe you can be one?
keep up the good work on those songs. i would love to hear them some day!
maybe you can be one?
keep up the good work on those songs. i would love to hear them some day!
so i can't tell. if i'm just lazy. or i'm depressed, or just too distracted. my house is a mess. my laundry which is finished and folded, is sitting in the cold outside because i just wont bring it in. why you ask? i have no fucking clue. i got some papers to set up my portfolio, but now they just sit with all the...
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flyer:
lazy and depressed go hand in hand. you get in a funk and have a hell of a time shaking it....we all suffer this. "most men live lives of quiet desperation" i love that quote(wish i knew who said it). best wishes!
truthslayer:
Funny I am going through the same thing. I think in my case my heart is just someplace else and my body wants to run away to where it is hideing. It happens to us all though and goes just as easy as it comes.
Happy holidays!