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this is one of those moments, when i realize, all of my problems, all my solutions, were always all mine, all the time.
the boy list
one boy says to me, i wanna be with you, as we go on a splendid date, and we act like there could be a blossoming romance. and then he tells me after we have sex, this is a...
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i drew a portrait of a shadowy man
in the midst of the downpour of rain
he held out his hand,
and i was terrified.
but then i walked,
walked down shadowy cobblestone,
walked side by side with him through the
dark muddy alleyway.
i held his hand. but i still shook, because i was still
terrified
but we just kept our eyes straight ahead,...
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OMG. the things i would do to ember. i can only hope for a dream with her in it. i might have to go watch that set again. ok. so maybe it'll be more than just one more time. it was all amazing. then she ate out of the candy bowl. .drool. .wet. ok ill stop. wel until i find love, i think i'll love...
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OMG. the things i would do to ember. i can only hope for a dream with her in it. i might have to go watch that set again. ok. so maybe it'll be more than just one more time. it was all amazing. then she ate out of the candy bowl. .drool. .wet. ok ill stop. wel until i find love, i think i'll love...
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i try to love, and then my heart opens, and then falls apart and this is what comes out
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porceline bullet chest wound i've been trying to pull myself back together all day. did i let my resolve down? is that why this feels so much. i'm so many things. jealous....
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i'm a sad state of affairs alright. what i would give to be caught up. caught up with my sink full of dishes. and cleaning my dirty car. and my bills, yea. not to mention the disaster that is my love life. what i would give to be in love. i must be shutting all those guys out huh. one week. one months. or two...
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Hero’ cat apparently dials 911 to help owner
Responding to emergency call,
police officer finds feline next to phone

COLUMBUS, Ohio - Police aren't sure how else to explain it. But when an officer walked into an apartment Thursday night to answer a 911 call, an orange-and-tan striped cat was lying by a telephone on the living room floor. The cat's owner, Gary Rosheisen, was...
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Mary :proof that God exists.

trix are for kids. . .

happy new year!


“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” - rumi

: listenin to some billie hol-i-day
sittin here drinkin my raspberry espresso and milk.
cat was sitting in my lap, but now he's cozy and smiling on this very table.
working on my supposed portfolio and projects and the orchestration of a mirage of music soon to be seen,
we'll see what she's got.
got my "i'm a wreck" black and lime green shirt
with...
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