luxdivon

i'm tired. but i dont want to sleep. i miss my camera. but i'm too fucking lazy to call the cops to get it back. i know what's important now, but all the lines are fuzzy about love and being true to myself and how sometimes that doesnt always mean i'm true to everyone around me. its more indifference than dishonesty. that and general survivability....
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if only as simple as redrawing lines we could make ourselves thinner, better curves, all fit into a size 2 and have porceline skin.
if only by thought could we remap our entire belief system of beauty and value, and self hatred, and obession
if only by word could we choose not to villify, or degrade, or dehumanize those around us, and those within us...
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you should go listen to my friend gary graves music. its excellent.

www.myspace.com/garygravesmusic

it wasn't too long was it? i'm happy its come so soon. some days i tell you, it felt like starvation. there are worse things than starving. but not many. i never realize that i write so much more proficiently when in front of a screen. in front of an audience. i am there and all the sudden the thoughts flow freely, as i return...
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the cops might have found my camera. but i have to call them and tell them what kind model it is, and what kind of pictures i had on the camera. i might just do it, just to make them blush.

do you ever have the days where you think. . .

this is going to be the best,

or the stupidiest thing i've ever done.

i was trying to think of somethin i could blog in such a short time of my internet fix. so here are the words to my newest song:
Gray Tuesday Night

She was like sex walking through a room
hearing vibrations of heartbeats in tune
in rhythm and steps and shoes on the creak, the crackle of
a hundred year old floors that echoed of...
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i just got naked in a inflatable hot tub with a bunch of random people and my friend at my old co-op. it was awesome.

yea i guess i'll update. not that i have much more to say. still suxs. still dont have a computer. seems like i'm on a merry go round. and i just want to get off.

but all and all things, are going well. i've just been reading more, and playing keys(piano) as much as possible. i dunno. i'm broke. i need a second job. but...
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i miss you all
. . . so i've signed up for "The Battle of the Bands". . .
if you'd like to show your support you can buy a ticket from me for $10 which will hopefully get me more applause and a better time slot on Sunday April 30th. yay. oh and if you wanna hear the music first, you can download three...
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