sweet dreams, they say. and in return i'll say, they're never sweet but thanks anyway.
my dream last night was interesting. it was during WWII in germany during the holocost. And I was in this house. They were starting to gather up people out of the houses like you hear about. But I wasn't quite ready to go yet. So I made my way up...
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my dream last night was interesting. it was during WWII in germany during the holocost. And I was in this house. They were starting to gather up people out of the houses like you hear about. But I wasn't quite ready to go yet. So I made my way up...
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my head hurts . i'm a mess. i hate my bad habits. why can't they just go away. i'm drowning myself in them.
_robdog_:
Hangover? Take some aspirin and drink lots of water... 
chuckcity1:
my cure for hangovers is fast food and redbull
ok i'm feeling alot better than i was last night. crazy strange moods i have sometimes. my roommate has decided that he wants me gone by sept 1st. he's a fucking asshole. and i'm a mess, in more ways than one. i can't have what i want (a place to myself $ 
$ so i think i've decided that i'm going to find as cheap...
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pixen:
You can be my next twenty five minutes if you so wish!
viiolaine:
good luck with your home quest!
i think i'm having a panic attack
and i dont know what to do
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so i think i've gained some semblance of sanity again. i called a friend. took a bath. and wrote a long journal. right now i think i'm just going to try to hope that when i htink of everything tommorow it wont be as daunting as today.
journal entry -...
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trills:
*Snuggles*
deliverer:
Hey, that's alright. 
My words are not a solicitation for attention. They come from my heart, and with you being naked all the time, they also come from somewhere else.
As long as you continue to share your amazing body and your thumping heart all will be right.
My words are not a solicitation for attention. They come from my heart, and with you being naked all the time, they also come from somewhere else.
As long as you continue to share your amazing body and your thumping heart all will be right.
oh where o where has she gone tonight
an opening of admittance. a raw occurance.
climbing down inside herself
glimmers in still deep eyes
seek solitude and a deep sighs
as it connects, she breathes
as it lives, she will give
to the everything
an opening of admittance. a raw occurance.
climbing down inside herself
glimmers in still deep eyes
seek solitude and a deep sighs
as it connects, she breathes
as it lives, she will give
to the everything
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nail:
yummy
clockhammer:
I love your poetry. It humbles me because I can't write anything remotely like it. It makes my head swim because it is so passionate. I would advise anybody to go back and read the poetry this lady has posted in the past.
today there was a man begging on the side of the road as i was going to work. His sign said "My wife i sick and needs medication, neither of us drink. It was pouring down rain. He was in his late 40's-50's and had a fair amount of crow's feet wrinkles and looked like he had worked hard all his life.
at first i...
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clockhammer:
You're preaching to the choir about keeping yourself at a distance. I can go on and on aimlessly when I'm posting. But face to face, to get to know me you have to crack the shell, melt the ice, and tear down the wall. Loneliness is all it's cracked up to be.
Thanks for the continued assistance with posting pictures. You're a doll.
Thanks for the continued assistance with posting pictures. You're a doll.
deliverer:
Ya...I love giving oral pleasures to a woman!
It gets me off knowing I am pleasing a girl so deeply and intimately, and of course the sight , taste and smell......wait a second......that is an old journal posting isn't it?
Forget what I said......no....... don't forget it 'cause I mean what I say about my love for eating pussy, it just doesn't belong with this entry. Maybe in a few days I'll comment on this one....
It gets me off knowing I am pleasing a girl so deeply and intimately, and of course the sight , taste and smell......wait a second......that is an old journal posting isn't it?
Forget what I said......no....... don't forget it 'cause I mean what I say about my love for eating pussy, it just doesn't belong with this entry. Maybe in a few days I'll comment on this one....
i guess its time for an update.
kind of anticlimatic isnt it?
kind of anticlimatic isnt it?
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daggx:
Hee hee thanks 
After all no person worth knowing could hate cats
After all no person worth knowing could hate cats 
robscarlett:
Are you kidding me? After yer last post I'd say this is more of a post coitus cuddle.
*hug*
Hope you are well beautiful lady.
*hug*
Hope you are well beautiful lady.
**I stole this, but its great: HOW TO REALLY EAT PUSSY** or else you could call it How to Really Make a Girl Fall in Love with You 
When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her...
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When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her...
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ssp123:
there are a lot of gender assumptions in there, especially about boys....
jaggy:
mmm yeah. very tastey FYI. i monitor the toe-curl effect , myself.
the ultimate fantasy & what gets me hot list
having you watch me kiss a girl. unbuttoning her blouse.
putting my hands up her skirt and on her panties.
erotic fine art photography.lithiumpicnic.art nudes.
genuine submission and fair dominance. being a good pet. being punished when i'm not a good pet.
someone fuck me in the rain. hold yourself an arms length away, and hold...
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having you watch me kiss a girl. unbuttoning her blouse.
putting my hands up her skirt and on her panties.
erotic fine art photography.lithiumpicnic.art nudes.
genuine submission and fair dominance. being a good pet. being punished when i'm not a good pet.
someone fuck me in the rain. hold yourself an arms length away, and hold...
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yuriel:
-swoon sigh-
cant glance past first few lines....
cant glance past first few lines....
cmaxwell:
obviously an oversight, but now the list's complete.
serious thoughts. regarding past, cycles, compulsive behavior, and the necessity to crave scolding, and to receive attention.
i post the link here only in knowing that if it might be helpful to someone else's discovery of themselves, then i should share it. it is not light hearted. its is my raw thoughts of my inner tormenting compulsions.
being scolded - a compulsion of craving for...
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i post the link here only in knowing that if it might be helpful to someone else's discovery of themselves, then i should share it. it is not light hearted. its is my raw thoughts of my inner tormenting compulsions.
being scolded - a compulsion of craving for...
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ssp123:
i know how it feels, to unravel the eggshells walking, and how it affects our future fay to day living.
good luck.
good luck.
cmaxwell:
indeed. self-sabotage.
anaywayz if u would like, I would love to talk more of course only if u wish too also, thanx for your time
Just an idea, and I'm not promoting this exclusively, but have you ever given thought to past lives or cellular memory. That dream seems really specific. It might be something deep inside from a "past incarnation" or DNA information, and that might explain some of your on-going panic.
I'm just asking because this rang a bell. My recent -ex- suffered panic attacks and went through past life regression to maybe help, and discovered a big Nazi tie-in that was rolling over into present day. When I read this, it made me think of her situation.
I'm not a nut, just offering suggestion.
Drop me a line if you need to talk about this or anything else, or just want a new friend.
rain.