my keyboard as it seeems, is just very sensitive to cold. i wont be taking it out anywhere cold from now on. it seems fine otherwise. thank goodness. i'm depressed today. day off. whole day ahead. yet no enthusiasm for life. it kicked in last night when i got home from work. slowly going from wanting to work on stuff, to feeling scattered, to deciding...
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my synthesizer is acting up again. malfunctioning. this is my sanity. i think i'm going to be sick to my stomach. 
shawn_:
Sorry to hear that. I hope it gets fixed really soon.
kennedy7:
What kind of synth is it? If it's a Roland I have a guy who can fix it cheap.
i'm back from Mexico.. it was amazing. I miss the air already........ i also finished reading 'the celestine prophecy' while i was there. Has anyone read it? what are your thoughts? i gained some good insights through it. 
billyfivecrows:
Wonderful insights and methods for living in that book...I'm grateful for receiving the knowledge. But the book itself, the story I mean, was a bit amateurish, not well written or conceived. But honestly that didn't keep me from enjoying it.
Nice to hear you had a good time in Mexico.
Nice to hear you had a good time in Mexico.
I'm going to MEXICO!! yipee..for thanksgiving. with my fam. leave wednesday. CHEERS. Be safe, and may the spirit bless you. 
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kennedy7:
Do they celebrate Thanksgiving in Mexico?
nish1:
Have a great time in mexico 
A good looking gringo like you should watch out for yourself
A good looking gringo like you should watch out for yourself
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awiseman:
yow. very nice
awiseman:
yow. very nice
i want lots of things. but what i really want. . .
is to be at your beck and call. to wear your necklace or your belt, or the collar you gave me around my neck. I want to be sleeping in a cage, if that's where you want me. i want to be denied, adored, bruised, pampered, and tied into more knots in more...
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is to be at your beck and call. to wear your necklace or your belt, or the collar you gave me around my neck. I want to be sleeping in a cage, if that's where you want me. i want to be denied, adored, bruised, pampered, and tied into more knots in more...
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tadzi:
so so pretty 
flat1ine:
Stunning.
Absolutely stunning.
Absolutely stunning.
i want lots of things. but what i really want. . .
is to be at your beck and call. to wear your necklace or your belt, or the collar you gave me around my neck. I want to be sleeping in a cage, if that's where you want me. i want to be denied, adored, bruised, pampered, and tied into more knots in more...
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is to be at your beck and call. to wear your necklace or your belt, or the collar you gave me around my neck. I want to be sleeping in a cage, if that's where you want me. i want to be denied, adored, bruised, pampered, and tied into more knots in more...
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on libido
if only.
if only a few days would fill my apetite.
i'd rest if only those thousand lovely words could hold me tighter.
i write, and i write, and sing and sing, and dance and dance, and love and love,
and fight and fight, and learn and relearn,
day and night, faster sometimes seeming than the mind can decide
but i stopped deciding....
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ichipulti:
i agree with you whole heartedly!
xip:
But would we have a reason to live if we did not have unfulfilled desires to chase?
xip
xip
today sucked. monday bloody monday somehow i must find a way not to have people's negative energy affect me. its like smog in my lungs. a brick on my heart. is this a new concept to anyone else too? that taking upon someone else's emotional climate is not helpful or healthy..
p.s. but i threw a cool housewarming party this weekend that was lots of...
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somehow i must find a way not to have people's negative energy affect me. its like smog in my lungs. a brick on my heart. is this a new concept to anyone else too? that taking upon someone else's emotional climate is not helpful or healthy..
p.s. but i threw a cool housewarming party this weekend that was lots of...
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furious1:
Yeah i KNOW THE NEGATIVE ENERGY THING
don't buy into their crap
It is your way of BEING that counts.
Check in W/ me I know A way to not be effected by others craps.
don't buy into their crap
It is your way of BEING that counts.
Check in W/ me I know A way to not be effected by others craps.
nish1:
Mondays are the worst day of the week at the best of times
Sunday was all about recovery must of been a good houseparty then
Sunday was all about recovery
must of been a good houseparty then Rob Brezny's inspiring outlook and this week's horoscope
Taurus:
"In the animal kingdom, the rule is, eat or be eaten; in the human kingdom, define or be defined," wrote psychiatrist Thomas Szasz. This is always true, but it's especially apropos for you Tauruses right now. You have arrived at a three-way fork in the road, and which way you go will have a big impact...
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Taurus:
"In the animal kingdom, the rule is, eat or be eaten; in the human kingdom, define or be defined," wrote psychiatrist Thomas Szasz. This is always true, but it's especially apropos for you Tauruses right now. You have arrived at a three-way fork in the road, and which way you go will have a big impact...
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endquire:
You are a deeply beautiful person.
I'm havin the unmotivated depresso's too, and I got a lot O' writin to do tonite, for school.
OH hey-- the wierd walk thing-- everytime I feel funky like a walk, go for the walk, keep my brain off (no thinkin) the best wierdest stuff happens. it's great!!!
Or write a song about your enlightenment....
Hope you feel better......