i'm sooo frustrated right now.. i want to shoot myself. my new job has gone from ok to hell too fast to stop. i think i practically got fired today. and i've only been working since july 1st. and i now know that suave is just another word for 'asshole' they scheduled too many people to begin with, thinking they'd just miraculously have customers, which they didnt even advertise for. so i'm freaking. i'm going to sell my clarinet which should hopefully keep me afloat.. this nightmare just keeps getting worse. there are moments of light, someone new i've met that is awesome, and i'm still being true to who i am. i just wish everybody didnt hate me for that 
what the fuck ever. i dont belong as part of the consumeristic capitalistic american motherfucking society. i just want to work a place where i can be myself. is that sooo much to ask.
what the fuck ever. i dont belong as part of the consumeristic capitalistic american motherfucking society. i just want to work a place where i can be myself. is that sooo much to ask.
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It is amazing how liberating not being employed can be.
For me, being unemployed is a HUGE confidence builder.
Having to be subordinate to the obviously inferior and having to be trapped with a bunch of pathetic morons can really bring a person down. Being subjected to their petty concerns and their pathetic lives is enough to make one ill.
I agree with you...being a consumer and a capitalist sucks.
But it can be overcome if you remain true to yourself, even if that does mean occasionally giving in to the necessities of living in such an enviroment.
You should be heralded for being who you are. It is difficult for some people to accept someone who is not a carbon copy of some disgusting, typical norm.
I like you.