i just found out my grandma died a few hours ago. its strange. i feel sad, but more numb, and more, like i never really knew my grandma. so i feel like i should be alot more sad than i am. 
what a fucking strange summer its been. its gonna be really hard on my mom, she didnt grow up with a dad, so even if she had her problems, this is still gonna be tough on her. damn. well i'm sure i'll write more later. once again, life is surreal. keep it real.
what a fucking strange summer its been. its gonna be really hard on my mom, she didnt grow up with a dad, so even if she had her problems, this is still gonna be tough on her. damn. well i'm sure i'll write more later. once again, life is surreal. keep it real. VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
deathtoforls:
I'm so sorry to hear that! I had a similar circumstance with my dad's mom when she died. Hope you get to feeling more like yourself and the summer gets happier for you 
truthslayer:
I am sorry to hear about that I felt the same way when my dads father died so I feel what you are saying. I will keep you guys in my thoughts.
I felt the same way when my dads father died so I feel what you are saying. I will keep you guys in my thoughts.