tired eyes
and tired days
tired hopes
and tired ways
tired morning, noon and night
tired of hollow stares
and shallow goodbyes
tired aspirations
tired beliefs
tired of trying
to believe
tired of dealing
tired of feeling
tired of listening
tired of speaking
soul so worn thin
this paper trail isnt' even beginning
to keep
up.
tired soul worn so thin
tired of feeling misplaced within
this cavernous foundation
tired of searching for something i can't find
tired of reaching for something i can't have
so tired
my sole's worn thin
so tired
my soul's worn thin
and tired days
tired hopes
and tired ways
tired morning, noon and night
tired of hollow stares
and shallow goodbyes
tired aspirations
tired beliefs
tired of trying
to believe
tired of dealing
tired of feeling
tired of listening
tired of speaking
soul so worn thin
this paper trail isnt' even beginning
to keep
up.
tired soul worn so thin
tired of feeling misplaced within
this cavernous foundation
tired of searching for something i can't find
tired of reaching for something i can't have
so tired
my sole's worn thin
so tired
my soul's worn thin

My unsolicited advice: Stop trying. Stop being hard on yourself. Let it be. And something will drop in your lap.
Something you deserve. Or someone who will take charge.