luxdivon

this is crazzzy. sort of that tripped out feelin..

i started writing my third new song in the last three weeks. and i wish i could say they're just repeats of the same..but they're not. its really strange...really strange, to have something come from you, and not know how, or why or where its coming from.....it just comes.. and i go with it...because there's nothing for me to do but that, i wish i was as sure as they are, i wish i could be as pure as they are, its like i have to live up to them, and that's alot to live up to.. but i'm probably just being too hard on myself again.. they each take on their own life, their own voice. i wish i could do them justice. . maybe the stars will grant me some grace. i'm grateful for them nonetheless. forever and always, i will be grateful to music, my mother and daughter, my lover and teacher, my father and sister, the soul of the universe.