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INNER REBELLION

Its that inner trigger.
that's found its love.
me.
inner rebellion is its fancy
quaintly named - - self defeat
it eats its hole, feeds on its prey
because tragic and wholesome
in its need
it had no where else to go
no one else, or rather no right
to inflict its due,
chaos had no choice but to ensue

in the light of darkness
it all seems to make sense..
nothing created.
or destroyed.
everything a creation-destruction
who is it destroying today?
Is it you?
Is it him.
or her.
or is it creating?
what building might you build today
what bond might you make
what love might you invest
what trust has found a way.

the mask of inner rebellion
the coin of creation-destruction


(((this has just hit me today. my self defeat is just a mask. a mask called rebellion. inner rebellion. rebellion that has never had an outlet, so that outlet has always been me)))