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To finally enjoy a moment.
Peacefully without spinning distracted
Torment-held, disaster impending
Chaos reign.

Free from others holding my reins
Free to think unafraid
I hear music. I look at randomness of words and faces and smiles.
I see mintues pass, as the rain pours down again.
Yet finally, it has stopped.
It has stopped within.

Running
Running
Running

Emotion: like leaves blowing in every which way
Some undisturbed moments but most
Like a violin (violent) concerto, untouchable painful, and ignored by
Passerbys that have no clue
Boyfriends and lovers; desperately trying to understand you
Or part of you that churns and breaks
An impending conceptual explosion.
Breakdown Im back to

Running
Running
Running