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so easily jaded,

the days faded

nobody to trust, where's the love to follow, everybody's got their agenda

on their mind,

how's a girl to heal

when every moment feels weak

how's a girl to stand

when everybody else is saying They're right

dizzy circle, full magic days alight to the centering

energy needs believeing

universe appealing

so easily persuaded

and as easily dissuaded

into believing

you

you plead for me to wait for you

or come to you

or have you come for me.

nothing makes sense when everything is true--and everything illusion

dreams strangled

dreams disastor

running fields

running streams

too much,

shut doors

how could i Ever trust

when love hurts so much

and your love hurts ways where i'm lost like

canyons, deep, go deeper, go deep, go deeper

on stage for the world to see,

is every fear i've come here to defeat

i hate when all the words you say

are exactly what i need to hear

but not anything i can bear to stop to deny

staying here frozen

like ropes tied round' arms of tired arms trying to break free

yearn for

and try not to destroy

or destroy with the determined intention

of building magnificent foundation full haven

for the purity

. . . . . . . . .

listening to - jack in the pulpit