luxdivon

issue 1: vol 5: UNSATIABLE when the moon is lit, and my eyes sparkle, its this i see. i'd have to say its a shame, that for all the passion and the unsatiable appetite i carry, that i still feel the air of indifference surging through my veins. like the muse surges through my heart, giving me the unsatiable. it's not that i wouldnt let myself cry when the o-o-o rgasm i had was that that good, but the fact that i know you really wouldn't give me more, even though irony is at every blade seeking 'what do you want' but then i never really take it when its offered anyway, and seductively of course, you want to know what will satisfy me: separate; the invisible wall to emotion. and somehow maybe you care more than i do, even thou i'm the one that wants to see you everyday, & even though we both know this isn't reality, you want me to stay in this fantasy world, and tell you i think about you while i touch myself, and that i do care one way or the other. i'm too brutally honest for that. which is probably why you would like me to say it so. because you know when i say it. i really am touching myself. as you looked, not 3, 4, but 5 times as i was lying there. yea you won't ever get to know me. its too bad that you'd actaully be surprized that i have more to offer the world than that. i'm just a lil low on self promotion. then again, i know you have something to offer the world too. all of you stars, bright inside, just waiting to wake up, pop out, show all your blazing glory. i only wish you the best, and hope to see you again soon.