i drew a portrait of a shadowy man
in the midst of the downpour of rain
he held out his hand,
and i was terrified.
but then i walked,
walked down shadowy cobblestone,
walked side by side with him through the
dark muddy alleyway.
i held his hand. but i still shook, because i was still
terrified
but we just kept our eyes straight ahead,...
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in the midst of the downpour of rain
he held out his hand,
and i was terrified.
but then i walked,
walked down shadowy cobblestone,
walked side by side with him through the
dark muddy alleyway.
i held his hand. but i still shook, because i was still
terrified
but we just kept our eyes straight ahead,...
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OMG. the things i would do to ember. i can only hope for a dream with her in it. i might have to go watch that set again. ok. so maybe it'll be more than just one more time. it was all amazing. then she ate out of the candy bowl. .drool. .wet. ok ill stop. 
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gerg:
profile wow! 
awiseman:
yeah, ember looks pretty damn great in that set. yow
OMG. the things i would do to ember. i can only hope for a dream with her in it. i might have to go watch that set again. ok. so maybe it'll be more than just one more time. it was all amazing. then she ate out of the candy bowl. .drool. .wet. ok ill stop. wel until i find love, i think i'll love...
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i try to love, and then my heart opens, and then falls apart and this is what comes out
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porceline bullet chest wound i've been trying to pull myself back together all day. did i let my resolve down? is that why this feels so much. i'm so many things. jealous....
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porceline bullet chest wound i've been trying to pull myself back together all day. did i let my resolve down? is that why this feels so much. i'm so many things. jealous....
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circushorrificus:
i feel ya
i just recenlt had my heart forcably removed and ground into a fine powder by someone i loved.
good times.
i just recenlt had my heart forcably removed and ground into a fine powder by someone i loved.
good times.
yuriel:
-hugs-
yeah.
i... dont know what it is
i dont think i can feel
im so selfish yet i hate myself
figure this out. -shrug-
and all i do is whine. so... yeah
-hug-
yeah.
i... dont know what it is
i dont think i can feel
im so selfish yet i hate myself
figure this out. -shrug-
and all i do is whine. so... yeah
-hug-
i'm a sad state of affairs alright. what i would give to be caught up. caught up with my sink full of dishes. and cleaning my dirty car. and my bills, yea. not to mention the disaster that is my love life. what i would give to be in love. i must be shutting all those guys out huh. one week. one months. or two...
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karito:
Thank You! 
You're a hottie 2!
You're a hottie 2!
tadzi:
my problem is that ive been shunned so many times that even if i found someone who could love me, id be afraid to let myself love her back.
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circushorrificus:
hey thanks for add.
nish1:
Good poem, Pretty profile pic 
Hero’ cat apparently dials 911 to help owner
Responding to emergency call,
police officer finds feline next to phone
COLUMBUS, Ohio - Police aren't sure how else to explain it. But when an officer walked into an apartment Thursday night to answer a 911 call, an orange-and-tan striped cat was lying by a telephone on the living room floor. The cat's owner, Gary Rosheisen, was...
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Responding to emergency call,
police officer finds feline next to phone
COLUMBUS, Ohio - Police aren't sure how else to explain it. But when an officer walked into an apartment Thursday night to answer a 911 call, an orange-and-tan striped cat was lying by a telephone on the living room floor. The cat's owner, Gary Rosheisen, was...
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panthro:
that is briliant! gotta love that cat!
furious1:
YEAH- go figgure. 
Mary :proof that God exists.
trix are for kids. . .
happy new year!
“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” - rumi
trix are for kids. . .
happy new year!
“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” - rumi
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furious1:
What a good idea for a list in 2006.
nish1:
Happy New Year 
: listenin to some billie hol-i-day
sittin here drinkin my raspberry espresso and milk.
cat was sitting in my lap, but now he's cozy and smiling on this very table.
working on my supposed portfolio and projects and the orchestration of a mirage of music soon to be seen,
we'll see what she's got.
got my "i'm a wreck" black and lime green shirt
with...
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sittin here drinkin my raspberry espresso and milk.
cat was sitting in my lap, but now he's cozy and smiling on this very table.
working on my supposed portfolio and projects and the orchestration of a mirage of music soon to be seen,
we'll see what she's got.
got my "i'm a wreck" black and lime green shirt
with...
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endquire:
I love everything you write and You give me no choice but to believe in you. Everything about you is a deep beauty and enriching warmth that cannot help but touch the world around you.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
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trills:
Happy holidays!
Happy holidays!
nish1:
Merry Christmas and have a great New Year
so in the book 'a million little pieces' the guy is tormented by what he calls 'the fury'......its fitting for the enormous rage that overtakes him, and controls him, and his actions.
i was thinking about my own. and mine is not the fury. i feel rage, but rage is not the overpowering element of evil within me.
mine shall be called henceforth - the...
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i was thinking about my own. and mine is not the fury. i feel rage, but rage is not the overpowering element of evil within me.
mine shall be called henceforth - the...
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endquire:
I will do absolutely everything I can to help you purge yourself of this demon. I know this demon all to well. You are too great and your potential is too important to let this keep you from being what you deserve to be. I wish I was able to do more. I wish I was closer. it would be far easier to help you in person. I will make the most of what I have. Who you are and what you have to share are beautiful beyond description. You already know that i have pledged myself to your aide. I just want to remind you. I am on your side. I am in your corner. Whatever you will ever face it will not be alone. I will always be at your service to face whatever you must with you. I will not let you fail.
furious1:
Blah--I got a BAD case of contempt. but I feel good about it. Either I'll do somthin, or I'll pay. right now i'll pay. (everything costs theory)
she's made her valiant effort to escape.
to no avail.
she sits as clock times two tells her her time is up for today.
she'll just have to try again tommorow
and the next day
and the next day
for escaping the maze is not an easy task
she can write her lines, and hypothesize her rescue
she can wait for her prince charming
as...
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to no avail.
she sits as clock times two tells her her time is up for today.
she'll just have to try again tommorow
and the next day
and the next day
for escaping the maze is not an easy task
she can write her lines, and hypothesize her rescue
she can wait for her prince charming
as...
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nail:
i'll help you escape
furious1:
there is no where to escape to, it's all paradise' create your own prince, god guys will work with ya ha 