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i want lots of things. but what i really want. . .
is to be at your beck and call. to wear your necklace or your belt, or the collar you gave me around my neck. I want to be sleeping in a cage, if that's where you want me. i want to be denied, adored, bruised, pampered, and tied into more knots in more...
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tadzi:
so so pretty love
flat1ine:
Stunning.

Absolutely stunning.
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i want lots of things. but what i really want. . .
is to be at your beck and call. to wear your necklace or your belt, or the collar you gave me around my neck. I want to be sleeping in a cage, if that's where you want me. i want to be denied, adored, bruised, pampered, and tied into more knots in more...
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on libido
if only.

if only a few days would fill my apetite.
i'd rest if only those thousand lovely words could hold me tighter.
i write, and i write, and sing and sing, and dance and dance, and love and love,

and fight and fight, and learn and relearn,
day and night, faster sometimes seeming than the mind can decide
but i stopped deciding....
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ichipulti:
i agree with you whole heartedly!
xip:
But would we have a reason to live if we did not have unfulfilled desires to chase?
xip
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today sucked. monday bloody monday puke somehow i must find a way not to have people's negative energy affect me. its like smog in my lungs. a brick on my heart. is this a new concept to anyone else too? that taking upon someone else's emotional climate is not helpful or healthy..
p.s. but i threw a cool housewarming party this weekend that was lots of...
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furious1:
Yeah i KNOW THE NEGATIVE ENERGY THING
don't buy into their crap
It is your way of BEING that counts.
Check in W/ me I know A way to not be effected by others craps. eeek
nish1:
Mondays are the worst day of the week at the best of times blackeyed

Sunday was all about recovery wink must of been a good houseparty then smile
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Rob Brezny's inspiring outlook and this week's horoscope

Taurus:
"In the animal kingdom, the rule is, eat or be eaten; in the human kingdom, define or be defined," wrote psychiatrist Thomas Szasz. This is always true, but it's especially apropos for you Tauruses right now. You have arrived at a three-way fork in the road, and which way you go will have a big impact...
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endquire:
You are a deeply beautiful person.
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i like the idea of being revolutionary in small ways.

its like an assignment. pick something. anything.

mine as of late has been the maybe common "save a bag"

one day when we were running low on plastic bags at work, we had to start rationing, and i started seeing how often you really dont need a bag at all.

and then after that, the...
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heterochromia:
I use canvas bags for groceries. I save plastic bags from Target for cleaning up dog poo. Not sure what else I can do...
viiolaine:
i'm a bad citizen, i don't save energy,don't save plastic bags and i only don't smoke cause it's too expensive...
not my fault my dad always told me i was the last generation before the end of humanity v_v
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sweet sweet love

i now have cable modem in my home biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

i can finally look at naughty pictures of beautiful girls in peace.

i see there are still costumes. maybe i shall take some 'little bo beep' photos.

sorry, you see i've already lost my sheep, so i guess you'll just have to get undressed.

halloween was fabulous. i went to my old co-op, got...
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shawn_:
Nice to hear about super Halloween. Congrats on getting your modem running.
nish1:
Glad to hear you had a good halloween smile

'little bo beep' photos blush wink

Praise the god of computers
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fall is so gorgeous. this last week has been the first of the texas "fall" and i forgot how much i loved it.

i've intermingled yet again with a craving of embrace. and i have yet to decide if a great embrace once every 7 days is better than a lackluster flirtation every other day.

(i much enjoy being abstract in my wording smile and even...
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nail:
abstract is good.
socogentleman:
i'll take a great embrace every day... if it's possible to have that option.
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if only words could express through each quasi interaction i have with a flirting embrace, how each time it is so unnerving, it is destroying any chance of me EVER opening up again. i understand that people want to use you. i understand that they have more important things in their life than to pay attention to how their actions might affect someone other than...
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truthslayer:
Venting does a body good and also ahmen.
tadzi:
keep workin on it....sounds good!
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my latest dreams have been of these things..

people being dragged up stairs from their feet

someone dove in before me, and came up soon, i went swimming down to the bottom of the water's floor, and it kept going, and i thought i was going to run out of breath, as i was swimming up to the top. gasping as i broke the waters...
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socogentleman:
wow... the things i could tell you about your dreams..... bye smile
endquire:
I never wish to be presumptive. However, I imagine email communication has been some what of a casualty of your present circumstance. If that is the case I just wished let you know that I have been messaging you. If this is then you would not have seen any communication from me in some time. I just did not want you to think that someone could make bold promises of friendship and then disappear. Even if you no longer wished communication I don't want any of the things I have told you or whatever good I may have done you to be undone. I only wish you well.
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surreal today was a zombie day. dont know quite how to explain how low energy it was. it may have to due with what transpired these last few days.

the latest photoset had an interesting twist i had not told of, as of yet. while i was taking the pictures, i had come to the end of my pictures. and was lying on the floor naked,...
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yuriel:
well sounds.... rather...
yeah
surreal

EL SUICIDO LOCO
furious1:
Romantic stalking...how sweet smile kiss