In Replying to Fabrizias Suicides blog post I decided I really needed to update you all on my life!!!
it is totally crazy i think everyone has either a.d.d. or a.d.h.d. it depends on how you try and deal with it...unfortunatly i dealt with it by ignoring it, dropping out of college and living a completely overstimulated life lol that has been fun but over all not amounted to very much bc i find it SO hard to get Anything done. even things that interest me i end up giving up on bc my mind bounces from one thing to the next. i swear i have multiple thoughts AND conversations in my head at the same time, it gets so loud some days that i literally turn on the tv just to ignore myself LOL. nowww that im going back to school in sept iv given in and will be trying aderall for the 1st time this wk, ill keep ya posted on my progress!....hmmm this should be a blog !
and thats how i got here =) ha!
rmemeber in an earlier blog of mine when i said "i need a change im so bored with everything im doing now..." blah blah blah and i talked about what i wish i were doing... WELL this aries ram is grabbing the bull by the horns! so watch out!!!!
going back to school in sept to be a paramedic as I had mentioned in that blog. something i always wanted to do and i think if i can focus i could chanel all my talents into saving lives on the go...
its a 2 year course/associates degree. wish me luck!
my 2 secret goals as a paramedic
1. to save a gun shot victim
2. to deliver a baby
=) and starting off at 55,000 a year aint to shabby either!
it is totally crazy i think everyone has either a.d.d. or a.d.h.d. it depends on how you try and deal with it...unfortunatly i dealt with it by ignoring it, dropping out of college and living a completely overstimulated life lol that has been fun but over all not amounted to very much bc i find it SO hard to get Anything done. even things that interest me i end up giving up on bc my mind bounces from one thing to the next. i swear i have multiple thoughts AND conversations in my head at the same time, it gets so loud some days that i literally turn on the tv just to ignore myself LOL. nowww that im going back to school in sept iv given in and will be trying aderall for the 1st time this wk, ill keep ya posted on my progress!....hmmm this should be a blog !
and thats how i got here =) ha!
rmemeber in an earlier blog of mine when i said "i need a change im so bored with everything im doing now..." blah blah blah and i talked about what i wish i were doing... WELL this aries ram is grabbing the bull by the horns! so watch out!!!!
going back to school in sept to be a paramedic as I had mentioned in that blog. something i always wanted to do and i think if i can focus i could chanel all my talents into saving lives on the go...
its a 2 year course/associates degree. wish me luck!
my 2 secret goals as a paramedic
1. to save a gun shot victim
2. to deliver a baby
=) and starting off at 55,000 a year aint to shabby either!
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tc_nikon:
You are beautiful... your two goals as a Paramedic...good. Been there and done that a few times...it is a good feeling.
hodssorrow:
That's awesome, good luck.