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2007 (yes i stole this idea from you phrogg)


I will not discusss the beginning of this year. It's annoying and upsetting and i dont want to deal with my ex maybe reading it and getting pissy.


I have been let down, disappointed, brokenhearted, hospitalized and worked to the bone more this year then any other year in my life.

I have also been loved, wanted, appreciated, adored and above all happy this year in abundance.

As of july i have been happily living in michigan with Matt, my wonderful boyfriend. I am just as in love with him as the day i first got swept off my size 6's. I have been to the hosiptal for a kidneystone the size of my pinky nail and have been falling apart all year.

But on the bright side i have discovered a lot about my self that i have never known. I realize every day i have way too much good adive stored inside a stubbron mind that wont take any of it. But man can it dish it out. I have discovered who my real friends were, who i like to be with and who i can live without. And i have made a couple new friends who mean everything to me.


The only truly mentionable people this year are ( and dont be sad if you're not in here I'm doing bare bones people who have made a significant differece in my life):


Matt: Who is wonderful and amazing and held my hand the whole time i was in the hospital. He has taken care of me and kept me happy since i came out here. And when im upst and sad and homesick he holds me until i remember why i came out here in the first place.

Steven: Yes my ex. He was a sweetheart while i was with him and will always hold a special place in my heart no matter how much he slanders me and treats me like shit. He was my first and one true love. If only he could do something with himself other then spend my money and talk about what he "could" do.

Meg: Nobody here knows her. She's my friend in San Diego. I dont even know her that well but i adore her. She is a sweetheart and was a better friend to me after talking to her for one day then some of the friends i've had for years have ever been. She's wonderful.


And even though he's only been around these last 2 months and i dont know him all that well i have to admit he's been one of the most influencial people this year. Maybe it's because i have very few friends I care ti get close too or maybe it's because he's just that awesome. You all knew it was coming haha.

DamnedSid who is everything i always thought a friend should be ever since i was a little girl. I mean... i dont think there's much else i can say about him that i haven't already. He's a dork and has terrible taste in games and sometimes music. He's a dirty old man, has all the girls throwing themselves at him without trying, distracts me from work and i wouldn't have him any other way. Except maybe naked. Oh yea. I'd hit that. hahaha.





I need to get to know more of you SGers!

Next years goals:

Have an awesome but not too drunken 21st birthday. Spend a decent amount of time back home and with my mom in AZ. I miss my daddy, mommy and all my friends. Not even my old man friend can replace the good old fashioned talking shit about highschool days. Haha. And hopefully i wont rush into getting married like i did with the last bf. I aim to keep that a good goal. I think it ruins things.

Oh. And it's not a goal so much as wish. I really really want to see my brothers this year. I miss them both so much. I haven't seen my one brother in several years and i miss him so much.

MATT SAYS HI!!!!