I close my eyes and you I see,
Your beautiful smile it captures me,
You look to me and see my soul,
You now have complete control...
My beautiful Angel so strong and free,
Together forever well always be,
The love we share will see us through,
Forever dear heart I will love you...
From where you came I do not know,
But to your...
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Your beautiful smile it captures me,
You look to me and see my soul,
You now have complete control...
My beautiful Angel so strong and free,
Together forever well always be,
The love we share will see us through,
Forever dear heart I will love you...
From where you came I do not know,
But to your...
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Sooo I'm really wasted...
Invited some friends over and fired up the grill..
I haven't drank in so long.. N so far I have had
4 screw drivers and err 4..5..maybe 6 Tom Collins
and 2 beer.. I'm ready! laffin
So anyway... We have so much food n stuff left over.
anyone in the mood for steak..potato salad.. green salad
BBQ bread and green beans?...
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Invited some friends over and fired up the grill..
I haven't drank in so long.. N so far I have had
4 screw drivers and err 4..5..maybe 6 Tom Collins
and 2 beer.. I'm ready! laffin
So anyway... We have so much food n stuff left over.
anyone in the mood for steak..potato salad.. green salad
BBQ bread and green beans?...
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cyrus:
yeah. Los Angeles is a pretty crazy place.

well the wake was tonight.. she looked so beautiful..
My Aunts picked out this peach colored dress.. n I'm not really into peach.. but it was for sure her color.. I didn't cry like I thought I would.. I felt at peace...
The damn shoes I borrowed is what is making me wonna cry!
I don't like heels... Don't get me wrong I love shoes.....
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My Aunts picked out this peach colored dress.. n I'm not really into peach.. but it was for sure her color.. I didn't cry like I thought I would.. I felt at peace...
The damn shoes I borrowed is what is making me wonna cry!
I don't like heels... Don't get me wrong I love shoes.....
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racheljane:
yer a tough girl!
and i really hope fer yer sake that the weather there is not as bad as last year!
and i really hope fer yer sake that the weather there is not as bad as last year!
rowanmayfair:
I'm so glad you felt at peace with everything. I didnt cry at my grandmothers wake either for the same reason. Hurricane season wow that sucks. we really dont have anything like that in NY. I think I can remember 2 that were really nothing but bad storms. As far as gay guys go, I love them too. Ive always said I want a gay bestfriend because I love being friends with men but they always turn out to have an alterior motive, u dont have to worry about that with gay guys

May 30th.. 3:00pm she sliped in to a coma..
May 30th.. 11:05pm she sliped away to heaven..
Dorthy O. Weaver ~ aka~ Granny Dot
May 30th.. 11:05pm she sliped away to heaven..
Dorthy O. Weaver ~ aka~ Granny Dot
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racheljane:
so sorry, my condolences
polymer_boy:
these are hard days... It will be great when you can remember all the things you did together...

Happy Memorial Day E.everyone..
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junnie:
I cleaned house today, and did errands. Not much else. Ohh and I took a set for PSW. Can't wait to post it! Hope this entry finds you well and good wishes to you and yours!
XOXOXOXO! Kisses!
XOXOXOXO! Kisses!
flubbernubber:
Hope you had a great M Day weekend!
it's been almost 3 years of talking.. tease'n... flirting... love'n
I lay in my bed at night.. thinking of you. I spend my days wondering how you are..
if your thinking about me... if you long to feel my touch as much as I do urs..
You consume me.
I think about our eyes meeting.. our hands touching... feeling ur soft pouty lips
against mine.....
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I lay in my bed at night.. thinking of you. I spend my days wondering how you are..
if your thinking about me... if you long to feel my touch as much as I do urs..
You consume me.
I think about our eyes meeting.. our hands touching... feeling ur soft pouty lips
against mine.....
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rowanmayfair:
thats beautiful, I'm sure she's going to love it. Youre a hopeless romantic just like me

mellisa:
and yet after 3 years you still have the worst timing for calling me lol
im going to pass out now. i was at my neighbors all night, i love you.
im going to pass out now. i was at my neighbors all night, i love you.
A free spirit like you should not be surprised to be matched to an outdoor venue for the call of the wild. We get the feeling that you're more tuned into green issues than you may realise, so why not take the hippy hobby of tree hugging a step further by hugging under a tree? Or even in the middle of a field? Ah, we...
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viiolaine:
yeah i'm super duper busy and super duper tired but a part of me likes that...

polymer_boy:
I'm really having fun. It's funny, but I don't have much free time...
don't mind, I'll kill any bug available

don't mind, I'll kill any bug available

ok.. the hair drama is over! lol they were able to fix it @ the beauty shop! No more do it Urself hair color for me!!
So anyway my grandmother is doing better.. the doctors are really shocked at how she came thru all of this.. they weren't expecting it at all..
my mom is on her way to Cali this morning. Her step son...
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So anyway my grandmother is doing better.. the doctors are really shocked at how she came thru all of this.. they weren't expecting it at all..
my mom is on her way to Cali this morning. Her step son...
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rowanmayfair:
the orange couldn't have been that bad, maybe it was because you weren't used to it. so what color is it now? glad to hear your grandmothers doing better, i'm sure youre much more at ease. Mellisa's card are great, she could really make some money with her artistic talent. I cant believe youre having a party & didnt invite me!

polymer_boy:
no one stops by to read your journal???? hehehe... I DO!!!!!
It's great to hear that about your grandmother!!
I'll take pictures... hundreds of them!!!


It's great to hear that about your grandmother!!


I'll take pictures... hundreds of them!!!


okay.. I have totally screwed up my hair! I cried all night long. It is freaking ORANGE.. *cries more* Going to the beauty shop to see what they can do.. FUCK man.. i'm never ever gonna do my own hair again. I refuse to show pictures.. thas how fucked up it is..
So I'm wearing a cap every where I go.. til I get it...
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So I'm wearing a cap every where I go.. til I get it...
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I have been back and forth to the hospital the last few days, visiting my grandmother. She has been thru so much.. suffered so much.. She is one of the strongest women I know. When she was in her 20s, she gave her sister a kidney so that she could live and spend a little more time with her family. She found out that she...
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mellisa:
*pulls your hair n bites your ear*
love you
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
love you
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
mellisa:
oh and by the way
i love the new profile picture.
but next time luvly, tilt the camera down juuuuuuuuust a bit more
i love the new profile picture.
but next time luvly, tilt the camera down juuuuuuuuust a bit more

I hope this week is treating you wonderfully!!!