lustrous

well, my roomie went back to her x-boyfriend.. not sure If I mentioned it or not.. So much personal stuff has been going on this week..
I told my roomie that if she went back to her boyfriend this time she wasn't welcome here any more.. cause it's like the 4th time she has moved in and moved out and it's bullshit.. he has no respect for her.. but not gonna get into that cause I'll just get pissed off again..
My dad came by today and we started talking about my brother.. Don't get me wrong, I love my brother with all my heart, but if he can shit you he will.. and he keeps doing it to muh dad over n over again and it just breaks my heart..
my dad has heart problems and he is on meds for depression.. and my brother just doesn't seem to give a damn.. sighs enough of that too..

I have had some personal struggles since I have been on SG.
I see all these beautiful women.. and read about how they are in school to become Doctors and nurses n all and I felt as if my life was nothing special. like what do I have to offer.. but I had a long talk with someone very special to me and she opened my eyes to alot of things.. and I wanted to say thank you! N I love you !! I'm still crying.. You make me a stronger person.. a better person.. You mean so much to me, Mellisa...