lusipherjames

SO lunch with my one ex went well. It was a little sexually tense, but we managed not to cave into desire. Which is good because we may be able to have a rather normal friendship if we can keep our hands off each other. Although I did recieve an e-mail from girl I don't know telling me to avoid my most recent ex and to abandon any hope of getting back together with her. SHe thought I should know that while we were dating she got pissed at me one night and fucked around with this other girls boyfriend. Which my ex found totally justifyable because it was my fault I made her angry. I have put up with a lot of crap from this woman, but this is unforgivable. It put me in a rather down mood, because it made me realize that she never really cared for me, that all she did was lie to me about how much she liked being with me. I found out that she was in love with another guy, and fooling around with another girls boyfriend, all the while telling me how great I was and how she didn't deserve me. I guess she was right, she didn't deserve me.
Anywho, today is a new day, and I shall try and be as bright and charming as I usually am, and I will try and let all this go so I can be happy again.