SO what has it been, 2 months. I am back, at least for now.
I come back worse than I left. A litlle broken hearted, surviving a job I no longer care for, and freshly moved into a new apartment.
Actually the apartment is a good thing. SO I hope you are all doing well. Today I am doing great. It is hard getting over a broken heart. But my will power should suffice in keeping me away from her. I hate those women that you can't resist. Everybody's got at least one. No matter what you do, she always seems to melt your resolve. I am currently trying to marshal my defenses to keep my emotions in check. The good thing is, at least I feel alive. Funny how even feeling bad can make you feel alright. I had been going through life in a somewhat nuetral state, this has reawoken my passion for life, so at least I walked away with something.
I come back worse than I left. A litlle broken hearted, surviving a job I no longer care for, and freshly moved into a new apartment.
Actually the apartment is a good thing. SO I hope you are all doing well. Today I am doing great. It is hard getting over a broken heart. But my will power should suffice in keeping me away from her. I hate those women that you can't resist. Everybody's got at least one. No matter what you do, she always seems to melt your resolve. I am currently trying to marshal my defenses to keep my emotions in check. The good thing is, at least I feel alive. Funny how even feeling bad can make you feel alright. I had been going through life in a somewhat nuetral state, this has reawoken my passion for life, so at least I walked away with something.