So for the last 7 years I've wanted to be a suicide girl but fear and not being sexy enough has always got in the way, 7 years ago it use to be I didn't feel I had enough tattoos, nor sexy enough to be one, 5 years ago it was I felt I was too fat and still not on par for the beautiful girls being made pink, 2 years ago I started my weight-loss journey now 35kgs down withered boobs and extra belly skin from kids and dramatic weight-loss is now what holds me back.. I now realise its not my imperfections and has never been it's always been my head and I thought weight-loss would change that some days I feel more depressed then when I was fat everytime I think I'm coming closer to my tummy tuck something gets in the way one day I will get my body the way I want Mark my words, but until then I work a job I love but in no way makes me feel sexy.. anyone have any ideas of what I can do to make myself feel sexy? While I work hard, save even harder to buy new boobs and a sexy new belly like fuck I have awesome abs hiding behind extra skin haha PS I've never been a girly girl I don't know how to do makeup past slapping it on haha help!! I want to feel good about myself.. so glad to have had this man join me on my journey he is down 45kgs and smashing goals left right and centre..
