lurch83

well todays update starts off on a good note. i was pulled over by the cops whilst on the bike. i was in a 70kph/40mph zone and was doing about 150kmh/90mph. the cop followed me for a bit, but then decided to pull me over. i get of the bike expecting to have to taxi home or some shit for having my license dq'd but the cop just asked if i had the shits, told me to go to a country road instead and to behave myself cause i have no record. it's only because i've been let off 4 times in a couple of years. so atm i like cops.

i have a little message for the grim reaper. if you want me motherfucker you know where i am. but catch me if you can i'm the gingerbread man. and get the fuck out of my head.

but other than that things aren't too shitty. or maybe some of us just get used to it, and are not in the way of caring much anymore. if anyone out there reads this and feels sorry for someone who only has 3 friends. give me a yell. if my journal doesn't get read much i don't really see much point in staying current. why talk if no one listens.

something from the butterfly effect:

"Hold on, when it feels like flies,
crawling their way through me cause I'm empty,
empty like you made me

When it burns like lies
and all I want is you, won't I? but it hates me,
it hates me like you HATE ME"