luque

Remind me to not be stupid and to not do stupid things to push this person away from me.

I'm finally over my Jason. I've been over it for awhile now, but it took Friday night for me to really, really know. And it also helps me to appreciate how genuine and nice and talented this other person is. And how I need to be patient and I'm just being stupid and getting scared and about to push this person away. Because I am an idiot.

And dear patrons of a certain bar,

I make my living off of tips. It is how I pay my rent and bills. I also make AWESOME long island ice teas. I also pour more alcohol into your drinks than I'm really suppose to. I like getting you drink and helping you to have fun. Please don't jip (gip?? I don't know) me on tips. It's just customary... and nice. I need to pay my way through college somehow and the hourly wage from bartending is not going to cut it. I would get a different job, but the hours bartending work REALLY well so that I can still go to school full-time and be able to study and do my homework.


Tonight was just plain crappy. I don't want to be a baby and complain here--especially since I'm also PMSing so I'm taking things way worse than I usually would be. (Too much info? Possibly.)

Tomorrow is the afterparty for Behemoth and Diggueruer something. I don't know. I'm not up on my metal. But Exit is suppose to be SUPER busy tomorrow night. And fun. I'll be at the back bar hopefully having a WAY better night than my Saturday. I'll have a smile on my face and will possibly end up dancing on the bar just for fun. Come hang out!!! I like the good company (last week, I had some serious creeps, that ended up getting kicked out of the bar because how creepy he was sooo... yeah. I like nice people that can make me laugh!!! And that don't practically molest me over the bar)

I also got a new haircut that I LOVE but it's hard to tell in these pictures. (I just now took them.. it's 6am. I just got home from work sooo yeah.)