so after a long absence i have finally returned. i'm in california now, longtime home, in berkeley, trying my best to do what everyone my age seems to have already done: craft a normal life.
as i ran around europe i realized i could run all i wanted...wasn't going to change wha i needed. no matter how much you pander to what you want, it always comes down to what you need. damnit all.
things thus far, however, have been good. got a job. got into school for january. doing some writing, some photography. running. learning how to cook new things. still getting used to the downshift in my social life (went from some 15 friends in the area back in cambridge to 5 out here in berkeley) but there will be plenty of oppurtinities to meet new people. that's what i tell myself.
oh, and hte weather out here is so good its immoral. seriously. i feel bad when i step out my door.
cheers!
as i ran around europe i realized i could run all i wanted...wasn't going to change wha i needed. no matter how much you pander to what you want, it always comes down to what you need. damnit all.
things thus far, however, have been good. got a job. got into school for january. doing some writing, some photography. running. learning how to cook new things. still getting used to the downshift in my social life (went from some 15 friends in the area back in cambridge to 5 out here in berkeley) but there will be plenty of oppurtinities to meet new people. that's what i tell myself.
oh, and hte weather out here is so good its immoral. seriously. i feel bad when i step out my door.
cheers!
arete:
it sounds like you had an epiphany. school is almost always a good thing, i hope things are going awesome for you 