lundona

I'll be honest mon amis, am so Fuukin done with 2002. But its odd how things happen and this last month has been out with the old and in with the new.

Like the circle turning, like solstice, like each day getting lighter by a minute. It feels like times a ticking, like its necessary to step it up. So, my own gifts to me...
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WTF! was that..thats it I'm only doin solstice next year.

emotions bumping round like a pinball, brother still avoiding me, sister's not hapy, mum's still emotionhally detached from the rest of the planet.

did I really cry at the bit where George Bailey comes home?

Fucking nevr drinkin, jamesons, merlot, and IPA all in the same sitting, well happy hols out there, here to gettin...
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Blue sky!! There over there..do ya see it..ya don't what no there over there..oh its gone...but it was there I swear!!

yaaawn...

sleepy foggy monday in little ol Eugene

Rain came down last night, washing away all my bad thoughts, except for my dreams. I awoke just before kissing my old partner We are moved on in all ways but in dreams somehow she still flits around my brain.

& then those souls out there who have offered to dance but instead I still wait, danced...
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So a panda goes into a restaurant and starts to order a huge meal. The waiter brings it in entirity, followed by the bill after he notices the panda cleaning its face. The panda gets up, "thank you" smiles at the waiter then pulls out a gun and shoots him in the head

OMFG, screams the manger as he rushes over..."Why..why..whhhyyy did you kill him"...
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ahh..I feel ready for the day, my little sabatocal in life has been well earned if its been a little unbproductive, so today I smell the flowers, stare at the clouds, and listen to the sounds arounds. From my apartment I see the hills touched by low grey clouds, drifting through the pines, curling contrails, whisps licked by the fir's limbs, behind the clouds the...
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Many roads ahead..oooh some look like dark shadows, others light and free, dealing with an old shadow now, still get hooked in, still hurts me, but now I know where the flashlight is and can make her go away

So, not gonna be about life and instead let it take me wherever and be real and open to who or whatever awaits..

saturday just starting...where is my head..oh here..hmm...long night ahead...why must always involve my pants in my decison making..she's just a friend..and not my current crush..but I'm not sure if my current is really a crush vs a need..and then there's her and both of our timing..I'm bold as any soul but we meet and just make each other blush...sigh....fricken merry go-round..am getting dizzy..love my brains..hate...
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woke up..obviously had been dreaming of last nights words..lots of threats and promises.ooh its nice to feel craved something rotten and its even nicer to blend lust and brains..wicked combination..~ Images of nekkid loony tune bunnies with lots of toys..mmmmmhornybunnies

strange encounter...ended with her lips in mine..know that I don't want more other than physical escape..feel bad but not bad enough to not take if offered..

strange dreams...one of a brite kitchen, an old flame, kitchy design, her in frilly foufee outfit..then lots of cream baked good, oozing jam and sugar, she kept spilling out of her dress as she moved around..her large white ass eventually offered up as we fed each other moist creame cakes..my long frame arched back..mouth open..sweet creamy auuu--claair..

mmm I'm hungry

Sweat of the tacky neon 24 hr fitness, everyone posing or fauning, then me doing some dips nice and quiet..our eyes locked she is riding the bike in the bubble, some oxygen thingy, sweats pouring off both of us, we are somehow in sync, oh this is soo corny, so cliched yet we are salivating and smiling...lost for a moment from the mundane world, fucking...
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