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A lot has happened since last time I posted here. A few nights ago I did something I probally shouldn't have. Im not worried about it, and I had a blast. On one hand it left me yearning for days long gone. It was so wonderful to be able to let go for a few hours and just be blissful and stupid. On the other hand I look at myself and ask "What the fuck are you doing!?" I mean, my days of carelessness are way over. Isn't it time to grow up?

Other than that I'm still stuck in my rut. Its not a bad rut to be in, watching kids, playing WoW and being the quintisental househusband. The only problem I'm having is deciding what to do next. Do I get a decent paying job thet entails shit work and being away from my family? Do I finally start school, at least part time to try and ensure a better future for us? Should I start small and work my way up to a "better" standard of living? I'm not sure yet.

Well, however unclear my long term goals are, my short term ones are pretty standard. Time for lillian to go to sleep, then cleaning the house, then watching [adult swim] till tisha gets home. Have a good one -N8