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The great part of having life turned upside down is that you get a chance to change. A fresh start I guess. I remember how I felt the day the first picture was taken. I was single and traveling alone and for the first time in most of my life I felt ok. I had just met @darryldarko, I was dying of nerves, because he was the master of SG photos to me. He turned out to be a little bit of magic. He showed me Portland, got me ice cream and gave me a small moment they I think on that often. This year I have felt like I have been living on the edge of a knife. I have been scared of everything. Scared to go forwards, scared to go back but mostly full of self-loathing for my crippling anxiety.

I look at that picture and how nervous I was but I went regardless. I was that person once before and I will be that person again too. It's ok to be shy, it's ok to be alone. It's ok to be the person that I am. Never looking back.

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dhyani:
One of the things I love about you, @lunar, is that you openly admit your fears - and then you transcend them. You are Awesome! 💗
May 27, 2018
waitformetoturnblue:
Anxiety, I think, is humanity’s worst enemy. It’s something you can logically reason against when it’s not hitting you—even when you suffer from it—and yet it seems to hold the upper-hand, even when you feel like you’re prepared to take it head-on. It sucks; it’s frustrating and unnerving; it still does not own me. I assume the same for you. I applaud you, and I hope we (all of us sufferers) find a way to beat it back.
Jun 28, 2018

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