lunar

I thought this year would never end but December is coming. It's strange how even if you try stay the same, time just keeps rolling on and you end up being in a constant state of flux whether you like it or not.This year has been one of those. I've been trying something for the last while, to write down something I am grateful for everyday for 30 days to keep my mind in a positive state. What I've seen now is that everyday it's a person or people I am grateful for, I guess those are the parts of me that matter. So much love for my people. It's for this reason that I'm trying to disconnect from acting emotionally and irrationally, I think my experience in life would be happier if I could logically interpret feelings instead of indulging them but this takes a lot of discipline and I will continue to work on it.




I started pole again, it's been months but I was happy my muscles remembered things and it wasn't as hard as I anticipated.



My favourite song right now is 'Heartbeats' by 'The Knife' for some reason I can just hear it playing right inside my chest, I've had it on repeat since Monday. I just love the way she wails, it makes my heart beat a little faster.



I'll leave you with this xxx



Oh and I got a twitter @love_lunar I'm mostly silly but sometimes serious