lunamaya

life is spinning out of control. i cant figure out if this is what i love about my life - or hate. i know that just making it from one day to the next is heart wrenching, i need passion, and excitement, not this anger and hatred. people here are hateful and angry. they attack and bite and scratch - tormenting me with their unforgiving hatred. my roommates are terrible. and i dont know where to begin to complain about them and the way they treat my house.
oh well
and yeah honey- we have internet access in hopland- i just wish i had DSL- still trying to find a DSL server here or a cable internet access provider. anyone out there knows of any, let me know! thanks