lunamaya

yeah so its been a while. as usual. I have this italian boyfriend now, who takes a lot of my time up. he is in georgia, but he is coming here to live with me. i guess that makes me happy, but im so unsure of us and we have only known each other for 3 months, and two of them he has been in georgia in a federal detention center. and my mother forbid me to see him or be with him. and i think he might be my soul mate, and ive felt that way before and i was wrong but i just dont know. i want to follow my heart. i dont want to be wrong again. i dont want to be hurt again. i was condemning myself to a life of hapy singleness, and i was totally content with that. and here i am falling in love with this amazing musician, pot head, italian guy who is from georgia. i was so content on me being single, and i was so fine with that. i was happy, and now i dont know if i can be happy not being single.