lunamaya

well it is 322 am and i am sitting here in bed wondering why i am still here. In bed, in hopland, in lfe. I was sposed to go to sacramento to an all girl get together this weekend - and i flaked - i fell asleep and woke up late- at ten or so pm and coz sac is 2 hours away i didnt want to get in my car and start driving then. ive been trying to get out more, more involved in the grrrrl community here- maybe it will help me come out more. i live in such a small town with nothing around me.. . i need to make an extra effort to try to meet gay women.