lumpaywk

wow the new year is already off to a messed up start i dont know if i should be happy pissed off or what but all i know is im now really confused and messed up in the head. Let me start fromthe begining I had a lodger called debbz before long we where in a sort of relationship till she had to move away to turkey for personal reasons. after many months away we met up again however due to relationships first hers then mine and so on we never got together. A few months ago we ended up kissing and fooled around a little but then after that night i said goodbye and never heard from her again months have past well 2 months and not a word i have sent texts asking if she is ok i have tried calling i even went to her flat a couple of times and left a note so about 2 weeks ago i take to terms that she is out of my life for good. Then midnight new years eve and i get a text saying happy new year loves ya debbz xxx how messed up is that. As i write this i have had a few more from her turns out the other week she got jumped by 3 guys and beat up quite bad so not only is my head all over the place but i want to find these guys and kill them. wow happy new year to you all looks like 2009 is starting with a bang lol x