Well, last night went better than I thought, I actually had a pleasant conversation with my ex. A non-offensive, mutual, two sided conversation. A fucking miracle, let me tell you! 
Much better than talking to the wall, like previously.
At least I got some things cleared up. I understand a little more of why things didnt work out. I still dont really grasp the whole issue, and the reasons seem petty to me; but its not my place to question that anymore, nor my buisness to ask why.
But now Im done, for good. I can put it to rest, bury it as deep as I need. And I can go on with other people, not feeling regret, not feeling remorse, and most of all, not wondering why.
In other news...Drunken Bowling is not any fun if you're the sober one. You bastards have to stop making me the DD! I wanna have fun too, you know!
Also, got to take Freckle out to lunch again yesterday, if only for a few hours. 'Twas very cool to see her again. And we can spend all the time we want this week, now that work's almost over! ^_^
Radiohead soon, and there's like a fuck-ton of people going, this is going to be sweet. Maybe even sw33t, but we'll see.
And now, Im must put clothing on, despite how much you all love my nakedness Im sure, because the Damien Rice album demands buying.
Live long and prosper, all you in cyberland.
Much better than talking to the wall, like previously.
At least I got some things cleared up. I understand a little more of why things didnt work out. I still dont really grasp the whole issue, and the reasons seem petty to me; but its not my place to question that anymore, nor my buisness to ask why.
But now Im done, for good. I can put it to rest, bury it as deep as I need. And I can go on with other people, not feeling regret, not feeling remorse, and most of all, not wondering why.
In other news...Drunken Bowling is not any fun if you're the sober one. You bastards have to stop making me the DD!
I wanna have fun too, you know!
Also, got to take Freckle out to lunch again yesterday, if only for a few hours. 'Twas very cool to see her again. And we can spend all the time we want this week, now that work's almost over! ^_^
Radiohead soon, and there's like a fuck-ton of people going, this is going to be sweet. Maybe even sw33t, but we'll see.
And now, Im must put clothing on, despite how much you all love my nakedness Im sure, because the Damien Rice album demands buying.
Live long and prosper, all you in cyberland.
i'm gonna try to incorporate the word "mega" in to the vocabulary soon.
that would be "hella" rad.
jk.
jesse