lumenagerie

So.....kind of annoying. I only get hit on by 20 year olds.
Big problem, right?
I really don't like to drink anymore so I rarely go to bars(not that I really want to meet someone in a bar).
But I do like my coffee drinks.
Enter 20 year old baristas(cute, too).
It would even be fun for a while.
But only for a while.
Story of my life.
Shit!

I guess I just feel like I'm immature or something since I never get involved with anyone my own age. Anyone I ever seem to meet my age I'm either not attracted to at all, is insane or is a grandmother(or all of those in one). Being a grandmother is fine but since I've never been married and don't have kids.....eh. I guess if little kids are around I wouldn't mind them to be mine and not my girlfriends grandkids.
Some of all this has to do with my last post. Been pissed off lately with my dead mom. Raising me is a stupid doomsday cult. Nothing at all matters because life is horrible now but it's going to be great once god kills almost everyone! Yeah!
They also had a lot of stupid dating rules in that cult that have made life miserable. I don't believe a single thing from what I had forced upon me, but damn these after effects.
Grrrrr......

Found this on youtube a little while back. I love Annie's performance here. Next time at karaoke I'm doing this song. Imagine it done in an Iggy Pop voice.