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I just got a phone call last night from, well, you know who you are. You said that you read my entry and just wanted to say that you were sorry things were so crappy. Thank-you! I tried calling you back but your phone was off. I know today's the day- I'm thinking about you. I hope you cuddle up and take care of yourself for the next couple of days, and know that me and the girl in Edmonton love you very much. I'll try calling later.

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Hmm. Well life is pretty empty right now.

I have to let go of my best friend. And I'm not really sure how I'm supposed to function each day knowing that he's not in my life, and knowing that this could have all been preventable.

And there's a baby in our shop right now who cannot be over two weeks old. He's wearing the little hand covers so he doesn't poke himself in the eye or get all scratchy.

And I miss my Cutie Patootie. Three more sleeps.

And I'm freezing cold and wearing my scooter jacket inside, which looks ridiculous because everybody outside is wearing t-shirts.

And my sister is coming out for two days in two weeks. Thank GOD. I need some fabulous sister-of-the-mango time or else I'm going to curl up into a soggy ball on the couch under my blanket and eat vanilla gelato until my tummy hurts as much as my heart does right now.

What happened?

XOX-L

"There's a million fine looking women in the world, dude. But, they don't all bring you lasagna at work. Most of 'em just cheat on you."