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Sunday Apr 25, 2004

Apr 25, 2004
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*begin rant here*

ARGH! People are just frickin' KILLING me this week.

But I'll get into that in a moment. First, I will tell the story of the one fabulous shiny moment in a week of poop. Bettina came over to shoot my fourth set in my house- something which required me to get my grandfather to take my mother out for dinner so we could have the house free to do some "promotional" shots for the BettiLu Bombshells. Uh huh. Long story short? We ran out of time and my mum walked up the steps as I'm lying naked on the couch, panties around my ankles. Needless to say, there was a lot of scrambling. Very high schoool-esque make-out moment. Thanks Bettina, I haven't laughed that hard in a long time!

So besides that night? I've been working at the bar almost every night, and now I'm at my two day-shift stretch on top of that. My best friend (who I work with) and I aren't getting along very well right now. Okay, well, we aren't fighting. But we kind of decided that it would be healthiest, I guess, if we don't hang out as much together. I feel like there's a big hole in my life, and I miss him. But I just don't feel like I can talk to him right now. Especially since the stuff I need to talk to him about is stuff that he really can't hear. Fair enough. Doesn't make it hurt less.

SO, on top of the fact that I can't talk to him, I really need to talk to him because I have totally gone psycho-insecure LuluMae on a particular boy's ass. And I HATE it when I'm like that. It's just that things were going so well and I felt safe and secure and now he's gotten all sketchy and I'm so very afraid that things are going to go down the toilet because, well, they ALWAYS DO. And I wasn't being pessimistic until things got whiggy, so don't try to tell me that I "won't get anywhere with that attitude" or some such crap.

Grr.

XOX-L

PS- With exception of Zerosome, it's like attack of the ex-boyfriends this week, too. GO AWAY! Be gone, dorky demons of the past!!

*end rant here*

"We are the doctors of low self-esteem"



VIEW 24 of 24 COMMENTS
troglodyte:
So long. Perhaps I'll see you bowling? smile
Apr 30, 2004
friedbanana105:
yeah, sorry you missed it. and we most certainly would have joined you, if we knew where you were! we ended up heading to Lucky for the rest of the night.
May 2, 2004

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