I'm in a funny place today.
I'm generally a pretty realistic/optimistic person. And I'm generally in pretty good "spirits" (as my mum would say). But today I think I just woke up on the wrong side of the loveseat.
See, yesterday, I was hurt and broken-hearted. This has now just transferred to feelings of extreme... agro.
The first bad sign was this morning, when, if driving past my bank at 10:00 this morning, you could have found me standing in front yelling "Oh for the love of CHRIST is it too much to ask for you to be open on a goddamn weekday?"
And it just went downhill from there.
I'm just frustrated. I'm frustrated with men. And some women. But mostly men. And because they're embedded in my life in the form of best friends, co-workers, ex-boyfriends and loves of my life, I have to come to terms with their existence. But what is it about people who are important to us who can make us feel so goddamn crappy and insecure about ourselves?
But enough of that crap. Poll of the day... Who on this earth, dead or alive, would you invite over for an evening of dinner and conversation? One person.
XOX-L
"On a crowded street, I could drain a flower vendor of all his blood, and not get caught!! People would scream and vomit, and yet, somehow, I would walk away unscathed. I could do that!!"
-Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
I'm generally a pretty realistic/optimistic person. And I'm generally in pretty good "spirits" (as my mum would say). But today I think I just woke up on the wrong side of the loveseat.
See, yesterday, I was hurt and broken-hearted. This has now just transferred to feelings of extreme... agro.
The first bad sign was this morning, when, if driving past my bank at 10:00 this morning, you could have found me standing in front yelling "Oh for the love of CHRIST is it too much to ask for you to be open on a goddamn weekday?"
And it just went downhill from there.
I'm just frustrated. I'm frustrated with men. And some women. But mostly men. And because they're embedded in my life in the form of best friends, co-workers, ex-boyfriends and loves of my life, I have to come to terms with their existence. But what is it about people who are important to us who can make us feel so goddamn crappy and insecure about ourselves?
But enough of that crap. Poll of the day... Who on this earth, dead or alive, would you invite over for an evening of dinner and conversation? One person.
XOX-L
"On a crowded street, I could drain a flower vendor of all his blood, and not get caught!! People would scream and vomit, and yet, somehow, I would walk away unscathed. I could do that!!"
-Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
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If I could have anyone over for dinner and conversation it would be Simone De Beauvoir. I would Love to be able to talk to her about her Exisitentialist theories and how they apply to physics.
Luv Cat