lulumae

Good news... Miss Golightly is back on the road! She took me to work this morning. I hadn't insured her for a couple of months due to lack of funds. Everyone welcome her back.

Bettina and I (BettiLu Bombshells) had a fabulous show on Saturday night. We brought the house down. I wish I could be on stage every minute of every day.

This has been kind of a weird time for me. I'm very unsure of what the hell I'm doing with myself... and others.

I've been feeling really distant from my best guy friend and it's scaring me. Why do people have to grow apart? And why can't I just accept it and chalk it up to reality and not get so sappy and sentimental over it?

Okay, here's some more questions. Why do I always have to be the one to make the big, difficult decisions? Doesn't he realize how much it hurts me to do that?

I think this is a good time for some of my favorite song lyrics.

XOX-L

"All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, Going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, No expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, No tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
These dreams in which i'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad World, Mad World"