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Wednesday Feb 18, 2004

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Hey Funseekers.

Ever have one of those weeks where you just feel like the biggest loser? Now, don't get me wrong. I am a fabulous person. I have self-confidence, and I truly like myself. But I'm having one of those seriously bipolar weeks where I feel like half the time my body has been taken over by this loser (insecure)version of myself.

Actually, I think I need to elaborate. See, I know why I've been provoked to act like this, but I hate the fact that I act on it and don't just walk away and scream at the top of my lungs "I just don't f*cking care any more!!!"

I think that after over a week now, though, I've pretty much achieved that state. Once again, I am my own infinitely cool LuluMae-self.

XOX-L

"I lit myself on fire. I showed emotion in public. I think I'm done here."
-- Miranda, Sex and the City.
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bollweevil:
Dear LuluMae,

I understand the feeling of sometimes being the biggest loser EVER and at other times rocking out pretty hard. Lately I've been feeling very loserish.

My close friend moved off to college and now I spend my evenings at home thinking about robots. Soon things will perk up and I'll be back to normal. Until then it's nothing but robots and 1950s commercials.

Hopefully your week will continue to get better.

Fondly,
Andrew.

p.s. Can we be friends?
Feb 19, 2004
wonderpants:
Good, maybe that'll help you stay away from the "zeros" Bettina is talkin' about. wink
Anyway, why should astrologers be the only ones who get to use "cusp" to describe the medians of differing qualities? This is perfect; eg. "I dunno...that dude is right on the asshole cusp". You see, it's flawless! w00t! robot
Feb 22, 2004

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