Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats Tip

lulumae

Canada

SG Since 2003

Followers 379 Following 40

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Saturday Feb 14, 2004

Feb 14, 2004
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
Warning: Upcoming "I'm so Goth that my Nails are as Black as my Heart" Rant...

(PS- I'm allowed to poke fun at goths. I kinda am one.)

Ooookay... Valentine's Day.

Now I hate to be predictable here, but I hate Valentine's Day, and I'm gonna keep hating it until someone gives me a really good reason to like it.

A year ago today my boyfriend of years and I broke up, and we're just starting to get our lives together after all this time. Except this week I had a very very shit setback that put me right back where I was a year ago.

So here I am. Predictably bitter. But let's face it... no one's ever done anything for me on V-Day, AND all of the really nasty stuff that's happened in my life (boy stuff) has always revolved around the month of February. So not only does nothing special happen, but I kinda associate this time with stomach-wrenching, nausea-inducing depression.

Now, I'm willing to keep an open mind towards V-Day. I mean, I'm all for any holiday that isn't religous. And here's one with potential. But it's going to take that special someone doing something special (or at least not hurting me) for me to rethink all this hooey.

I mean, I may be bitter about love and all that crap, but deep down, I crave some attention in that department. As much as I hate to admit it.

And that's my rant. So be it. That is the carnage I call my life.

XOX-L

VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
veganjihad:
stay strong girl, the night before last, i found the mix CD my ex gave me for a Birthday.... i cried pretty hard.... two years ago, the two of us flew out to visit my family, and it was the WORST weekend ever... i buaght her a huge basket from veganstore.com and well, basicly the whole time she was pre-occupied with what her then Ex-boyfriend was doing.... guh, whats wrong with people.... feel better... kiss
Feb 14, 2004
tadzi:
men suck. lets just leave it at that. youd be better off going gay.
Feb 14, 2004

More Blogs

  • 04.13.05
    5

    Wednesday Apr 13, 2005

    Oh, I hope my new profile picture gets accepted! I haven't had red ha…
  • 04.05.05
    8

    Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

    So I've decided upon the picture that I'm going to make as my new pro…
  • 04.04.05
    6

    Monday Apr 04, 2005

    In an attempt to reclaim some kind of control over my life, I've gone…
  • 04.03.05
    3

    Sunday Apr 03, 2005

    Okay, okay. So I was a little hard on 50 in my last entry. Here's…
  • 03.30.05
    10

    Wednesday Mar 30, 2005

    Hey Everyone! Well, first off... (plug plug plug) we have a show c…
  • 03.08.05
    14

    Tuesday Mar 08, 2005

    Woooooooowwwwwww. Well, Bettina and I just got back from a whirlw…
  • 03.04.05
    7

    Friday Mar 04, 2005

    Sorry I didn't get a chance to write back to the people who posted, b…
  • 02.27.05
    11

    Sunday Feb 27, 2005

    I'm still alive. Barely. I caught the super-est of superbugs and h…
  • 02.21.05
    7

    Monday Feb 21, 2005

    Ta-Da... I'm back! Luckily, I have survived the winter of my disco…
  • 01.09.05
    18

    Sunday Jan 09, 2005

    Exciting news for all you Vancouver BettiLu Bombshells fans... Bet…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
9
months
7
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,120,514 followers
  • 14,920,612 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,392,861 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo