lulumae

heyoo. i sailed in here one day, for a trip to sg is not complete without a visit to the torchbearers of classic pin-up style, namely you and bettina! and you seemed in a bad place. so i check up again, and you seem in a slightly better place. still a little confused. so take this for what it's worth from a stranger.

a while back one of your sg peers (fyi, it was presley) put something up on her journal detailing some kid on myspace that killed himself. testimonials left from his friends showed so much distress and pain he left, that huge hole he left in other people's lives by leaving them, and presley said that she hoped, just maybe, it would cause people to take the phrase 'love life' more seriously. that resonated with me, you see.

took me a LONG time to learn this. may take you a while, too. but hope is something you have to be vigilant about....

like this is MINE and NO ONE'S gonna take this from me!

once you insist on this, and tell your despair to fuck off, it DOES give you strength, or show you the strength within yourself.

(well, at least, it works for me. and i've had AWFUL things said to me. :-)

naked pictorials or not, i don't like seeing people suffer needlessly like this. so i had to say something, whether or not it applies to you - you know better than i do if it does, right? and if it doesn't, who knows? maybe one day it will.

you take care.
PLURH,
)O->

Ummm...dessert potluck tonight Ms. Sweet Thang. Don't forget!