So on a whim I reapplied to college last night/this morning at like 1am. I think my brain was working in sleep deprivation mode. The problem is none of these programs are in Ottawa...well actually that's not such an issue but I do suffer from wanderlust and I was trying to prove that I could stay still for at least 1 year if not longer. If I get into any of the programs than my stay wouldn't even hit the 7 month mark ouch. On a more optimistic note I'd not only be able to experience a new city again, but I could finally go back and make art with deadlines and in the long term get a career doing what I love! No more living paycheck to paycheck, barely content with any entry level position I might find myself in. Note this goal is obviously very long term as I'm sure immediately after I graduate, even if I do find myself in the film or art world I'd still find myself working the entry level and entry level wages but again doing something I love so no big complaints. Yay optimism!
Hmmm...what else do I have to talk about that might not succeed in boring you all to death? Oh! Asshole boyfriends! Don't you love them? I'm privileged enough to be lesbian so I haven't had to deal with any asshole boyfriends on a personal level since my days as a bi girl. That guy was funny. When I dumped him he decided it might be wise to steal all of my clothes and wear them in public to win me back. I guess he figured that because I liked girls, if he could be a girl I might just like him. It didn't work but I do like telling people about how funny that was.
Anywho, I'm bunjee jumping off of tangents here. The asshole boyfriend I'm venting about now is my sister's. To be fair to him, I haven't actually met the guy so for all I know he may not be a real asshole, but these are the stats. He's 2 years younger than my 20 year old sister. He doesn't have his high school diploma (or any equivalency). He doesn't have a job. He doesn't even help out around the house. He does have a drinking problem and a smoking habit though. However another not have to add to the list is money to purchase either of these...or rent...or groceries...or anything for that matter. The guy is actually proud of his ability to mooch often claiming that he has never in his life had to pay for alcohol or cigarettes. Must be nice. Oh and he's not even cute. Not that being attractive forgives his penalties against the world, but I'll be honest in admitting that it does help.
So why am I complaining about this potential asshole of a sister's boyfriend? Because she dumped him a month ago and moved back up here...only now turns out they're back together and he's moving here to be with her. Today! So now he's going to be relying on her and only her to support his lazy ass. Sometimes I just have to wonder about people. That's all I have to say...until tomorrow as I might be privileged enough to meet him tonight at our once in a blue moon family dinner. Oh head's up btw, There might just be a blue moon tonight (I'm just making it up but wouldn't it be pretty snazzy if there was?)
Keedoke I'm off to watch an Audrey Hepburn movie and find myself back in a fabulous mood. Enjoy the rest of your...oh ew it's a Sunday...oh yay How I Met Your Mother Tomorrow! woot optimism is bliss.
Hmmm...what else do I have to talk about that might not succeed in boring you all to death? Oh! Asshole boyfriends! Don't you love them? I'm privileged enough to be lesbian so I haven't had to deal with any asshole boyfriends on a personal level since my days as a bi girl. That guy was funny. When I dumped him he decided it might be wise to steal all of my clothes and wear them in public to win me back. I guess he figured that because I liked girls, if he could be a girl I might just like him. It didn't work but I do like telling people about how funny that was.
Anywho, I'm bunjee jumping off of tangents here. The asshole boyfriend I'm venting about now is my sister's. To be fair to him, I haven't actually met the guy so for all I know he may not be a real asshole, but these are the stats. He's 2 years younger than my 20 year old sister. He doesn't have his high school diploma (or any equivalency). He doesn't have a job. He doesn't even help out around the house. He does have a drinking problem and a smoking habit though. However another not have to add to the list is money to purchase either of these...or rent...or groceries...or anything for that matter. The guy is actually proud of his ability to mooch often claiming that he has never in his life had to pay for alcohol or cigarettes. Must be nice. Oh and he's not even cute. Not that being attractive forgives his penalties against the world, but I'll be honest in admitting that it does help.
So why am I complaining about this potential asshole of a sister's boyfriend? Because she dumped him a month ago and moved back up here...only now turns out they're back together and he's moving here to be with her. Today! So now he's going to be relying on her and only her to support his lazy ass. Sometimes I just have to wonder about people. That's all I have to say...until tomorrow as I might be privileged enough to meet him tonight at our once in a blue moon family dinner. Oh head's up btw, There might just be a blue moon tonight (I'm just making it up but wouldn't it be pretty snazzy if there was?)
Keedoke I'm off to watch an Audrey Hepburn movie and find myself back in a fabulous mood. Enjoy the rest of your...oh ew it's a Sunday...oh yay How I Met Your Mother Tomorrow! woot optimism is bliss.