lukey

so i need to give up smoking. eugh. coughing and doing this all day. i'm not feeling great as it is, not only am i stressing myself out about something which i can't decide whether it's petty or the most important thing ever, but i came online and saw Tilly's lip. jesus fuck.

anyway, i'll never ever claim edge or anything but i'm 24 now and i promised my mum i'd give up by the time i was 26. it can't come soon enough. i'm a miserable drunk too, so that's got to go. and the other stuff? haven't touched anything in years. i'm going detox.

thank you to all the birthday well-wishers, i had the loveliest time with my bestest people in the world. especially with the bestest one. yum. much ing and smiles.

i just hope everything's going to be ok. i'm moving to swindon in a month to be with Tragedy, hopefully for the rest of my life. i don't want anything to spoil it.

*god*, i should really stop being so miserable.



done.