Degenerative cycle. No Sleep. No eat. No shower. Need to snap out of this. I'm kinda wrecked. Let's pray the car doesn't need $700 worth of work or anything. I could use a good break. Trying to stay on the good side of thinking.....I got some great comics over the last couple days. The complete Concrete by Paul Chadwick. Really really good, insightfull stuff. Also...
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parks:
frankmask:
AaHa! Mike!
Been listening to "Leaving on a jetplane" over and over and then....over once more. I suppose I am leaving in a plymouth Acclaim, but it's sort of the same thing. With no hope of reconciliation. I'd like to look back on the last 4 and 1/2 years and remember the good times and the things that made me happy, but right now.....I just feel like...
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I've more or less been kicked out of my apartment. My ex had originally told me that I could stay till Mid May to get my finances straightened out, but she decided the other night that she wants me gone by the end of the month. Sooo......I will be driving off into the sunset on Saturday April 30th. So, if anyone wants to contact me,...
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judas:
michael says you're coming this next weekend. hurrah!
I fucking hate everyone today. The only thing I like are my Dinosaurs Attack! cards I have hanging on my wall. They are the only things that don't lie to me. I can't wait to get my original comic art to hang also. My love life needs staff. It needs help going to the bathroom and taking care of itself. It is having a corn...
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judas:
you're so silly!
i don't lie to you.
i don't lie to you.
judas:
next weekend works for me--there's a party on the 23rd that should be hot as hell that you can come to. so, the 22nd, we could go to corrosion, and then saturday night to this party, if you wanted to stay two nights.
otherwise, i'm booked solid until the middle of may.
otherwise, i'm booked solid until the middle of may.
Missed an update yesterday. Was busy. Many things happen. Worked a morning shift, which kicked my ass, but was fun and lucrative also. Took a long walk, sat on a swingset for a good long while. Bought some new shorts. Good times. I hung out with the boy on Friday night and that went well. He brought me a bunch of CDs. Some of his...
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judas:
i'm sitting at caffetto, drinking a thai coffee, waiting for otoki to come join me. she wants me to take nekkid pictures of her. fun.
you better come to minneapolis before you leave, mother fucker. but, even if you don't, i am going to oregon this summer for chad's wedding, so i can see your punk ass then.
ken sounds fun. he must be a behemoth!
you better come to minneapolis before you leave, mother fucker. but, even if you don't, i am going to oregon this summer for chad's wedding, so i can see your punk ass then.
ken sounds fun. he must be a behemoth!
judas:
You need the recognition that bad? Need to be loved by the wretched masses? You egomanic. Write cause YOU need to, not cause you need the faceless adoration. Cunt.
it's not about writing, or acting, or singing or painting or photography or any other thing. it's about being known. respected. admired.
i just wanna be like leonard cohen. one seriously rad individual that other seriously rad individuals give mad props to.
i don't think that makes me a cunt, and that certainly doesn't make me desirous of the love of the masses. ew.
it's not about writing, or acting, or singing or painting or photography or any other thing. it's about being known. respected. admired.
i just wanna be like leonard cohen. one seriously rad individual that other seriously rad individuals give mad props to.
i don't think that makes me a cunt, and that certainly doesn't make me desirous of the love of the masses. ew.
Moorhead to Portland. About 1500 miles. Just got my license about 4 months ago. I got it due to a screw up in the DMV, I never took the driving test. Should be an interesting drive. Anyone that wants to make the drive with me is welcome to. I am also going to be collecting Mix tapes/Cds for the trip. If anyone wants to donate...
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judas:
when are you taking off, tinkleberry?
So there is this boy. I know, isn't there always? But anyway, he comes into the coffee shop. He is tall, gorgeous, excellent taste in music, books, films etc. He can give me a run for my money in the filth/kink department. He is in a beautifull band. And today, he told me that he has a crush on me. Said he has since he...
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judas:
well, you're a burly, miserable mean bastard, so she's part right. but the miserable mean bastard part has always been much of your charm.
wait, did i just say something to enable you? hm... well, i like it when you're nicer and you don't just up and leave places cuz you feel like it. that's an improvement. i'm not making sense. i'll stop now.
michael is coming over in a bit to watch a documentary on nico with me. good times.
wait, did i just say something to enable you? hm... well, i like it when you're nicer and you don't just up and leave places cuz you feel like it. that's an improvement. i'm not making sense. i'll stop now.
michael is coming over in a bit to watch a documentary on nico with me. good times.
Ok, so I think todays update will be a semi review of Sin City. Inspired by Judas. It was amazing. The end. Not enough? Ok, let's try harder. Visually stunning. Nothing like it yet. Sky Captain wishes. Immortal Ad Vitam (another comic movie!) came closer, and was extremely good sci-fi. But Sin City perfected the digital shooting. Being a big Frank Miller fan, I was...
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rylie:
Portland, OR or MA? I'm going to portland in june.
And yes I'd prefer the bubble yum, thank you. beastly, fruit resembling icky parts were not in my planned schedule for today...
And yes I'd prefer the bubble yum, thank you. beastly, fruit resembling icky parts were not in my planned schedule for today...
rylie:
I do not in fact remember those pumpkins... hmm... grape is delish.
and my trip to portland is more a northwest excursion. second week in june I'm going to washington, and oregon, breif stop in portland to visit a friend I grew up with that just had a baby.
should be fun. *shrug* minus the part where babies are icky.
and my trip to portland is more a northwest excursion. second week in june I'm going to washington, and oregon, breif stop in portland to visit a friend I grew up with that just had a baby.
should be fun. *shrug* minus the part where babies are icky.
Much of my thinking and writing happens at the coffee shop. It is too warm for a strong black cup of Sumatran, so I am having an iced soy vanilla latte. So floofy. I found myself wondering why Hillary Swank looks so manish. When she wears dresses and make up it just looks........Wrong. *I* look better in cute dresses then she does. I am going...
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rylie:
Fuck off.
in other words, HI.
and judas, comment much?
in other words, HI.
and judas, comment much?
rylie:
I was surprised you haven't been told to fuck off more. usually everyone does what Judas says, when she says it...
I guess I', the only obediant one today.
Maybe I'll get a treat.
I guess I', the only obediant one today.
Maybe I'll get a treat.
Sitting at the coffee shop, drinking my weight in the black greasy fluid (and my weight is significant) and I still can't write. Staring at the empty page, knowing the story, and the brain stem won't fire the impulses to make my stubby fingers twitch and move and spray it forth. I can't concentrate. I can't eat. I can't sleep. I am in waking death....
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pinkokitty:
hey, stranger...i met you on hallowe'en. this is my last day on the site for a while, but i'll be back...catch you then.
loving the new haircut, by the way..
loving the new haircut, by the way..
judas:
he is indeed the hotness. sometimes it's hard for me to comprehend the awesomeness of his body. yummy to the max, bro.
when you planning on coming to mpls for corrosion?
when you planning on coming to mpls for corrosion?