I've hurt my shoulder. Yanked the fucker in some awful way that makes it throb if I move it at all. It better not last. I realize now how tired I have been. The whole of summer was pretty much spent working an awful shit job at 6am, 5 days a week. That, coupled with the homelessness and the lack of proper nutrition ganged up...
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It's been a long time coming. Finally got in some trouble. See how long we can dodge the shit storm the police can bring eh? Fuck.
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aaardvark:
Oh, no, what did you do you little trouble maker?
Met up with a random person from the intar wub last night. We talked, watched Dawn of the dead and fucked our brains out. She had a filthy mouth. Very vocal, very fun. The internet truly is a wonderous place. How was your night?
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rylie:
sounds lovely.
though I'm clueless as to what interwub sex IS.
though I'm clueless as to what interwub sex IS.
trills:
Expect the worst, hope for the best, methinks 
A few hours from Halloween. This year would mark the five year
anniversary of me and my partner. But it's not. Because we fucked
it up. So now we get to sit 1500 miles away from each other and...
what exactly? Be sad? Angry? So wretchedly depressed that we can't
see straight? Hardly. So much good and so much bad. We seem to
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anniversary of me and my partner. But it's not. Because we fucked
it up. So now we get to sit 1500 miles away from each other and...
what exactly? Be sad? Angry? So wretchedly depressed that we can't
see straight? Hardly. So much good and so much bad. We seem to
maybe actually...
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judas:
oh, i wish i knew more about jello so that i could throw something back at you and say i'm not an amateur. but, all i can do is quote holiday in cambodia, which would be unlikely to impress you.
you sound content. even regarding jess. did you get my email?
and yes, it would bother me, but only because i think the idea of anonymous sex is totally hot on paper, scary as fuck in the bad way in real life.
you sound content. even regarding jess. did you get my email?
and yes, it would bother me, but only because i think the idea of anonymous sex is totally hot on paper, scary as fuck in the bad way in real life.
highresolution:
Give me a call anytime, and give me your number, it's cheaper to call you than it is for you to call me. (It's cheaper for me to call you than it is my friends that live with me, go figure).
Regardless of how you've lived, where you have been, you have always shown a determination to never fall too hard.
Don't ever sell yourself. If you never listen to anyone again, at least listen to me.
It only takes once.
Don't step that boundary. For what you destroy for gain is such an unbalanced transation.
You are an intelligent, insightful and stunning human being.
Just very alone.
Call me whenever, I'll always answer (thats not a tight promise as sometimes I magically fall asleep and can't be fucked answering my phone, but if you don't have a private number, I'll call you back.)
Have faith and patience. I'm always here.
- Pippa
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Regardless of how you've lived, where you have been, you have always shown a determination to never fall too hard.
Don't ever sell yourself. If you never listen to anyone again, at least listen to me.
It only takes once.
Don't step that boundary. For what you destroy for gain is such an unbalanced transation.
You are an intelligent, insightful and stunning human being.
Just very alone.
Call me whenever, I'll always answer (thats not a tight promise as sometimes I magically fall asleep and can't be fucked answering my phone, but if you don't have a private number, I'll call you back.)
Have faith and patience. I'm always here.
- Pippa
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toneski:
whats new on the luke creative front?
any new drawrings?
any new drawrings?
styphilis:
halloween party this saturday. you'll be missed. 
Again. So.
Lots happens. Barely the time to get used to it. I got myself into a goodly ammount of trouble. Some debt that had been neglected for far too long was paid off. The day after the check was sent, the friends who were the collecters called me with threats of court if I did not pay. There were misunderstandings that brought this on...
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Lots happens. Barely the time to get used to it. I got myself into a goodly ammount of trouble. Some debt that had been neglected for far too long was paid off. The day after the check was sent, the friends who were the collecters called me with threats of court if I did not pay. There were misunderstandings that brought this on...
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aaardvark:
Just dropping by to say hello. Hows it going over there in Oregon? I guess thats all I've got.
judas:
bought the comic yesterday. fucking love it. i'd read it before, but it's so good, honey. and, should you think it appropriate, tell ed i think he did an incredible job.
huge, giant vats of luck to the both of you.
huge, giant vats of luck to the both of you.
Another day Another near death experience Another Near Fight Another Sexcapade.
These past 2 weeks at work I have logged about 105 hours. Played hell with my body. Didn't think it would. Adding those extra hours actually made my knee hurt a little bit. Got some rocking back pain. A stretch, a jack off, and a hot shower should be good as new. This past...
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These past 2 weeks at work I have logged about 105 hours. Played hell with my body. Didn't think it would. Adding those extra hours actually made my knee hurt a little bit. Got some rocking back pain. A stretch, a jack off, and a hot shower should be good as new. This past...
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otoki:
Thanks. Now get your ass up here and visit us.
parks:
It was fantastic at the time
now it's the repercussions I have to worry about
people bring me so much trouble
now it's the repercussions I have to worry about
people bring me so much trouble
Damn. So much. Been a bad writer type. Lets jump right in shall we??
Been working alot. I almost got my finger torn off by an evil gas cap on a runaway car. Luckily I saved the day and my finger by screaming and pounding on the hood of said car. Fuckers.
On Sunday I got this text message.
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Been working alot. I almost got my finger torn off by an evil gas cap on a runaway car. Luckily I saved the day and my finger by screaming and pounding on the hood of said car. Fuckers.
On Sunday I got this text message.
"I'm downtown. I need help. Call...
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otoki:
Pie said you won't be here till summer. WTF, man?
And I can't fuck you unless I'm not with boy, which I don't know, may or may not happen by then.
SG drama got me down.
And I can't fuck you unless I'm not with boy, which I don't know, may or may not happen by then.
SG drama got me down.
highresolution:
It makes me feel good knowing a lot of shit going on for you is reasonably stable.
fuck you and having echo sleep in your bed.
keep your ass sealed and shove away those whoring thoughts boy.
i'd like to meet you one day.
you should come to australia.
fuck you and having echo sleep in your bed.
keep your ass sealed and shove away those whoring thoughts boy.
i'd like to meet you one day.
you should come to australia.
Rough few days. Hard conversations. Ended all the dating I was doing. Very single now. Looking at the plans. Scrapping them. Making new ones. For years I've been struggling with the following question:
How can you know what is going on in the world, all the horrible things that happen minute by minute, how can a person be aware of that, and still go on...
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pinkokitty:
Shit, I hear you on the rough few days.
Plans are only plans until they're executed. Never stop making plans.
The poorest amongst us...I aspire to make a life that is meager in appearance (at least to those far wealthier than I) but through time spend volunteering, exercising, fucking, reading, feeling my oats...have a life far richer than those with material wealth. Paying taxes pays for schools, roads, public assistance, along with all of the evil bits...I choose to continue supporting all the good things that my money buys. The bad things are unavoidable, seeing as how I'm not in political power. The good things, though, are still necessary.
Also, I'm drunk on a variety of liquors right now. Coherence...not my strong suit.
Plans are only plans until they're executed. Never stop making plans.
The poorest amongst us...I aspire to make a life that is meager in appearance (at least to those far wealthier than I) but through time spend volunteering, exercising, fucking, reading, feeling my oats...have a life far richer than those with material wealth. Paying taxes pays for schools, roads, public assistance, along with all of the evil bits...I choose to continue supporting all the good things that my money buys. The bad things are unavoidable, seeing as how I'm not in political power. The good things, though, are still necessary.
Also, I'm drunk on a variety of liquors right now. Coherence...not my strong suit.
parks:
I wasn't entirely lying when I said I did/didn't have plans
I change my mind all the time, once I decide something is a good idea I build a plan around it until something trivial will steer me in a different direction.
I hate being locked into situations, such as apartment leases & graduation plans.
Some of my best experiences have come from spur of the moment snap decisions; leaving home, moving out of my first apartment, going to England, going to Portland, even visiting my grandparents for a weekend. All of these things were the result of seized opportunities, only those involving plane tickets involved more than two days worth of planning. Having the feeling of freedom, that the things I am doing were not part of some drawn out well thought plan, makes me happy.
I'm starting to learn that I can't make plans for myself, because breaking and changing them makes me too sad. I find it best to have general ideas and to make the decisions quickly and only when necessary.
Spontaneity makes me happy.
I change my mind all the time, once I decide something is a good idea I build a plan around it until something trivial will steer me in a different direction.
I hate being locked into situations, such as apartment leases & graduation plans.
Some of my best experiences have come from spur of the moment snap decisions; leaving home, moving out of my first apartment, going to England, going to Portland, even visiting my grandparents for a weekend. All of these things were the result of seized opportunities, only those involving plane tickets involved more than two days worth of planning. Having the feeling of freedom, that the things I am doing were not part of some drawn out well thought plan, makes me happy.
I'm starting to learn that I can't make plans for myself, because breaking and changing them makes me too sad. I find it best to have general ideas and to make the decisions quickly and only when necessary.
Spontaneity makes me happy.
So. Pie was here. Awesome. If you are reading this, you are so weird!! I'm glad you came though. I had a blast. If any of the rest of you have a chance to have the lady visit you, jump on the opportunity. Seriously excellent times.
Now that I am alone again, and I have the time and space to do so. Been thinking alot....
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highresolution:
be a travelling hobo. and you can come over to australia and say hello.
don't fuck men or women, for money.
i'll cut your dick off or something.
probably wont stop you selling your ass.
i've got a feeling you wouldn't handle it.
don't fuck men or women, for money.
i'll cut your dick off or something.
probably wont stop you selling your ass.
i've got a feeling you wouldn't handle it.
parks:
Luke is my favorite bunny
true story
true story
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